Musicians/Music Groups Fan Fiction >> Paramore
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She was pretty when she was angry.
Of course, Hayley was always pretty, but it was different. Under her pale skin lurked a heat more
fiery than her hair. Every clever line she spat was like a flick of a switch blade and she could do
it all by smiling so sweetly, her hazel eyes not even flashing, not a perfectly coiffed hair out of
She was elegant pop-punk perfection. Her hair was of a different era: Bettie Page's, painted red.
Her lips were like daggers: Macbeth's, stained red. Her dress was of a child: a princess, stained
The room was white, yes, but dim. The expansive, Southern Gothic ceiling lined with silver flying
buttresses draped with lace suddenly seemed inordinate and paled in comparison to her radiant skin,
radiant voice, radiant personality. She was sweet, she was playful, she was secretly sinister and a
I shifted in my scuffed up black Vans and shot a furtive glance at Zac, who was talking to Ashlee-
because even being in the most successful alternative rock band perhaps in the entire world right
now couldn't prepare you for Hayley's wrath.
“We're doing just fine without you,” she sniffed, her voice lower but still even. Ashlee
was making wild gestures with her hands, fingers fluttering through her bangs and pointing to her
sister. Ashlee's hair was so white, like snow against her tan skin. When she began, her hair was
brown and black and even bright, like Hayley's, but never as bright.
“Although,” she said quickly after a moment, “your sins can be pardoned if you can
clean up your act.”
I turned to where she was looking. Oh Lord, a camera was out. I tallied non-existent retweets and
wildfire rumours of Ex-Paramore Guitarist Rekindles Failed Romance with Hayley Williams,
sneering siren and belligerent bombshell.
You're always on display for everyone to watch and learn from, don't you know by now?
I turned away from her, to the portrait of Frida Kahlo on the wall.
Don't look up, just let them think there's no place else you'd rather be.
I remembered something from history class. Diego Rivera, her husband, cheated on her and she
returned the favor. I didn't look at Hayley until the photographer moved on to Ashlee and Zac. A
different scandal awaited him. My brother didn't care and Ashlee was free. Who knew? With Zac as
bassist and Ashlee on vocals, we could take the world by a storm… but it would never be the
Without warning, I hooked my arm in hers and lead her to the balcony. She would never admit it to
anyone, not even her mother, but I knew as well as she did that despite our clear distance, she
found it incredibly romantic. She was suddenly embracing her femininity, critics and fans alike
accused - not to say they never admired her beauty. But of course, her femininity was always there.
She was once afraid and deep down inside she was still a scared little girl from Franklin,
Tennessee, trying to keep up with the boys. She didn't want to sparkle or glitter or Auto-Tune or
dance for her keep. She shied away, a swipe of eyeliner and a dab of mascara for glamour- although
sometimes even that distinguishing border was crossed. She didn't want any more glamour than that- a
fitted shirt or a short skirt for taped performances.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying, just living proof that the camera's lying.
She called it “building fences.”
“If you let me I could show you how to build your fences, set restrictions, separate from
the world,” she explained. She knew that fame could change you or at least change you on
The constant battle that you hate to fight; just blame the limelight.
My reverie was broken by her sharp but not far from angry voice.
“Why'd you bring me out here, Josh?”
I didn't answer. Yeah, yeah, you're asking for it.
“Josh?” she asked again, a prickle of fire stinging my ears. With every breath that
I looked up from my shoes to her. Even in the moonlight she was mesmerizing. Unattainable
nonetheless, of course.
“Joshua.” I flinched at the use of my full name. It was amazing the control this woman
had over me. Just breathe it in…
I shrugged, struggling to find the words, scratching the back of my head and religiously smoothing
my hair in the perfect direction. “This is your night.”
She let out an incredulous laugh.
“So I give you a hard time. Break your heart,” she listed in disbelief, “Clearly
hurt your tragic, precious little feelings. Kick you out of the band, out of my life and out of the
apartment … and you take me to the balcony because it's my `night?' Are you well?”
“Do you want the truth?” Yeah, yeah, you're asking for it.
“No.” With every breath that you're breathing.
Not surprising. She was brutally honest. Ironically, that's why everyone loves her so much. Honesty.
Relatability. Interesting lyrics. Her eyes. Her tights were a big point… Oh, and her
“Why not? Just breathe it in. Yeah…
“Yeah, well you're just a mess. You do all of this talking… Now let's see you
walk. Are you ever going to start making music again?”
Her question surprised me and she was genuinely wondering, although I was certain she knew the
answer. I was the music, she was the lyrics- and if anything, we shared the lyrics and I came up
with the guitar melodies and she came up with the vocal melodies and harmonies. Nothing - not even
our friendship or romantic relationship—rival the intensity of our musical relationship.
I shrugged, not looking at her. I looped my arm in hers and she clung to me shyly as we returned to
the party. A somber expression crossed her perfect features.
“What's wrong?” I asked under my breath, handing her a drink.
“You're not going to make music? Ever?”
I gave her sad little smile. “I don't know. I have those dubstep demos…”
We both shuddered and laughed. “I might have a Misfits cover band with Zac and a few
friends…” I trailed off. She still looked sad.
“Why do you care?” I asked suddenly. “You're Hayley Williams, cross-over savior of
the music world, activist, philanthropist, fashion icon, role model and dream-maker. You're the
second coming—or at least the third after Joan Jett, and Debbie Harry. I am the most hated man
in music after Justin Timberlake in 2004.”
I lowered my voice. “I ruined Paramore. I am the inspiration for `Ignorance.' We broke up and
therefore tween girls burn old posters in effigy.”
For the first time that night, she had nothing to say.
“This is your night,” I insisted. “So smile. `Cause you'll go out in
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