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Rooftop
By Revenge

 


I sat quietly at the top of the apartment building I lived in. The roof was the most quietest and nicest of places to be, when you felt the need to think or to commit...

I sighed to myself shaking my head a little, trying to push the thoughts out. My tears continued to slip down my face and into my hands. If I kept at it, I bet I could form a pretty decent puddle. A sighed and peered over the ledge at the cars speeding by, the small looking people who walked by. They were of course smiling and laughing. If only they knew that once the streets were empty I would be jumping from this-

Soft footsteps echoed behind me startling me away from my thoughts. I looked back and saw the owner's son. He was gorgeous. If he were gay, I'd so hope that he'd go after me. I mean it's not just his looks, it's his personality that I like too. He's so smart and nice. He looked like a complete dickhead but he really wasn't. He was into just about everything I was into.

This guy was the literal definition of a straight man. He had to be.

He looked at me with a smile, and I looked away from him quickly to wipe my eyes.

“Hey Zack” He said softly, his words giving me the chills. Usually no one called me by name...just faggot.

“H-hey Brian..” I stuttered and looked at him once more, trying to smile.

“What are you doing up here man?” Asked Brian softly, coming up next to me. I looked away at the streets once more searching for the right words to say.

I shrugged a little and gave the only casual thing I could think of. “Nothing”

“Ah, doesn't look like nothing. Why were you crying?” He asked, bending himself forward to look me in the eye.

I looked away towards the right quickly, wiping at my eyes once more. “I...'m just having a bad day..” I said softly. Then looked at him with a smile, it was probably the most fakest thing he'd ever seen by the look he gave me.

“Don't lie Zee. I can tell it's more than that. Tell me, what's up?” He said, lifting himself onto the ledge to sit. I watched him then looked out into the city.

A couple of minutes went by of complete silence. I didn't want to say. What if he'd make fun of me too, for being gay? I don't even know if he's heard those rumors in school. Or maybe he can just tell straight up I'm gay by the way I look. How much could he actually care, seriously. We don't have any where near the same schedule in school, so I don't see him then. When we're in the apartment building he's usually either working in the restaurant owned by his uncle or busy with working out, school or sports. When we did talk, it was just so nice. I guess. But, we were never close. So he's probably doing it only to be kind...

I felt a warm hand touch my wrist and pull forward. When I looked, it was Brian's hand grabbing at my wrist. I stared at him as he let his fingertips trail down my arms a little, following the scars. Most were new. So they were thick and swollen. His eyes narrowed a little, his lips curving into a frown. He looked up his eyes filled with concern. “Did you do this, Zack?”

I bit my lower lip a little then gave a nod. Brian's lips curved down a little more, then looked back at my arms. I pulled my arm away quickly. “It's nothing” I grumbled looking away at the city once more.

Nothing? That's a whole lot of something Zack. You gotta tell me whats going on.” Said Brian, scooting himself closer to me. I looked at him then away, then brought myself up onto the ledge, keeping a good distance away from him. For his sake...He wouldn't want to be next to me after he finds out I'm a faggot.

“I'm...It's hard to explain...” I sighed a little.

“Zack, just say it.” He said calmmly

“Well...a lot of people in school make fun of me...because I'm gay. And they push me around so much. And I'm just so sick of it. And cutting usually makes me feel better, but I can't take it any more..I feel like killing myself.” I said with a hurry, as I began to choke on sobs.

I clasped my hands onto my face, as my sobbing got worse and I heard nothing come from Brian. He probably left. Walked away. I knew he'd do it. I knew he wouldn't care.

Suddenly I felt arms wrap around me. I froze still as tears slid down my cheeks. I looked towards the arms, and then up to see Brian holding me. My lower jaw trembled as I tried to hold it all in, but of course I fail, and began to sob once more into his chest. Probably soaking up his shirt.

I could feel his delicate hands rubbing my back, in small circles. It felt like he actually cared...

Brian's POV

I watched as Zack continued to cling onto me, as he sobbed. I rubbed his back in the most comforting way I could. I dipped my head closer to his and inhaled his scent, intoxicating to say the least.

“Zack you know...I wish our schedules were a lot closer...So I could defend you from the assholes in our school..You don't deserve this...” I whispered softly into his ears. He shivered slightly in my arms.

“You cold?” I whispered once more, he shivered again. It made me smile a little.

“N-no..” He said shifting his head a little.

“Why are you shivering?” I whispered into his ear again, a smile on my face as he shivered.

“S-stop...” He said lightly, in mid shiver. His arms tightened around my waist.

“Why are you shivering?” I whispered once more into his ear, his grip tightened a bit more as he heaved in a breath.

But he didn't say anything this time, he just clung on. I smiled, and tightened my grip along him too. I gotta confess I gotta. It's gonna drive me insane, if I don't tell him I have a crush on him. As if this weren't obvious enough. But maybe it's bad timing since he's upset...or it could be perfect timing... I sighed and looked down at Zack who was still clinging onto me.

“Zack?” I said softly looking at him.

“Y-yeah?” He said then gave a cute hiccup. I laughed softly.

“Look up at me, please?”

He looked up, his green eyes were like that of a child's, glimmering. He had tears coming down his cheeks still. I smiled a little. He was just so adorable.

“W-what?” He hiccuped lightly, tightening his hands along my shirt.

I stared for a little then bent my head lower and kissed his plump lips. His lips were so warm and moist, but there was a cold sting from his piercing that felt good. I clasped my hands delicately around his cheeks and brought him in closer.

I suddenly felt him push me back onto the ledge completely, his whole body ontop of mine as we kissed, my fingers lacing through his hair. Zack pulled his head away and stared me in the eyes, glancing back and forth between my left and right.

“What?..” I whispered. The breeze blew lightly, shifting his bangs a little.

“You...kissed me...” Whispered Zack, his body still pressed against mine.

I smiled and gave a nod. “Yeah...If..you don't like me I understand..” I whispered, frowning a little.

Zack shook his head quickly pressing his lips quickly to mine. Our lips mashed against each others. The only thing I could hear now, was the sound of our lips suctioning together. Not the cars that speeded by or their honking. Zack stopped and stared at me once more with a smile.

“What?” I chuckled, moving my head up to kiss him once more, but he dodged my head with a grin. I whimpered a little.

“Thank you...” He whispered softly.

I smiled and gave him a small kiss on the lips. And so it began again, our suctioning lips and occasional moans echoing throughout the roof. Zack suddenly pulled away and I chuckled waiting to hear what he had to say, but he only heaved out an exasperated breath. I smiled watching as he lay his head on my chest. I could help but to continue to smile, it felt all too perfect.

“I'm cold...” Whispered Zack.

I chuckled softly and looked down to him. “You...wanna go inside?...We can go get something to eat at my uncles restaurant?” I asked quickly.

Zack stared a little then nodded, and slowly slid off me and onto the ground. I watched and stood up, and took his hand walking towards the stairs. “Hey um Zack?” I said quietly as we went down the stairs.

“Yeah Brian?” He said and looked up at me.

“Promise me something?”

“What is it?”

“You'll never think about suicide?...And if you feel upset...you'll tell me?”

Zack looked at me, and gave a nod. “Yes Brian...I promise..” He said softly. I took him softly into my arms and kissed his lips once more.

Author's Note:
Worked on this basically all day. I kind of wanted to take a small break from the chapter
ones for a moment and put in a one shot. And I think I might continue my The Council one.
I needs a break from all the romance...Lol this was semi romance so I unno what I'm saying.
I think I mean slash...I unno! Shuddup!

Um, story behind this? I was
really, really, depressed. XD This is what I got. Yay!
REVIEW YOU SEXY MOTHERFUCKERS <3
-Revenge

 

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