Musicians/Music Groups Fan Fiction >> My Chemical Romance >> Don't Ever Let Go, Because You're The Only Thing Keeping Me Sane.(Krystal's P.O.V)
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I opened my eyes, and all I saw was a white ceiling. I sat up, trying to see where I was. There were
white walls, and white curtains, and a white floor... I was in the hospital. I looked over and saw
Alex talking to a doctor.
"Alex. Oh good! I was scared I was the only one up!" I called to Alex.
Alex kept on talking to the doctor... I looked at her and focused on what the doctor was saying.
"Well, Frank..." The doctor pointed to Frank. "...has four broken ribs, but nothing was punctured,
he'll be fine, we just had to bandage them. But Krystal, she's in a comatose state. We're not sure
when she'll wake up, or if she'll wake up."
"Frank and Alex are fine... But I'm in a fucking coma! WAIT! Where's Mikey!?" I spoke out loud to
myself, not like anyone could here me.
"Mikey? Oh, he's fine. He was the only concious one who arrived here. He just had a broken arm. He
said he was goign to go back to his house to get dressed and then come back to see if you had woken
up." I heard the doctor speak, then I saw Mikey walk in.
I decided to see if I could walk. I swang my legs over the edge of the bed and slowly stood on my
feet. I could atleast stand. I walked slowly over to Frank's bed to see how he looked. Thank god. He
looked fine, other then his torso was all bandaged. I sighed as a tear escaped my eye. I placed my
hand on Frank's cheek.
"Frank, I hope you feel better when you wake up. And don't worry, other then the bandages, you still
look as sexy as ever. Maybe even better, women like a strong man with war wounds. I hope I see you
later, I mean wake, and alive. I love you Frank, you're one of my best friends!" I sighed and walked
over near Alex and Mikey.
"I'm sorry." Mikey whispered.
"Sorry for what, Mikey?" Alex asked, as Mikey backed away from her. I stood beside her.
"All of this. It's all my fault. It's my fault that your leg is broken, it's my fault that Frankie
has four broken ribs, and it's my fault that Krystal's in a coma that she may not even come out of."
I felt Alex wince beside me.
Alex started to say something, but I wasn't listening. I looked at Mikey.
"Mikey I know you can't hear me, and I know Alex is talking right now, but I need to say this. Mikey
this is not your fault. The man in the truck he wasn't paying attention, or whatever, and you had no
part in the crash. You didn't say 'I'm going to crash this car and hurt everyone'. No you didn't.
And if you need some kind of 'forgiveness', I forgive you Mikey. Although it is an empty
forgiveness, there was nothing to forgive. I love you Mikey, because you're dating my best friend,
and because in turn you're one of my best friends. I can not wait to see you and talk to you again
when I wake up. Keep Alex safe while I'm in here." I sighed and placed my hand lightly on Mikey's
I walked back over to my bed and looked down at myself. I looked like crap. I had cuts over my head,
and my head was shaved... I noticed stitches over my head. I had some brusies on my arms, and legs.
I sighed and sat on the end of my bed, and watched as Mikey and Alex left.
I decided there was nothing to do in the room seeing as I wasn't there. I stood up and decided to go
walk around the hospital. I walked down the halls and looked at the other people there. I was
getting bored so I walked back in the room. When I got there Frank was awake. I ran over to his bed
"Oh Frank! I know you can't hear me, but oh my god. I'm so glad you're awake. I wish you could hear
me!" I sighed and sat on the corner of his bed.
"Women like war wounds..." Frank seemed to look at me.
"Did you hear me when I said that?!" I looked at Frank.
Frank stood up slowly and walked over to my bed, I followed him.
"Krystal, I don't know if you can hear me, but when I was asleep I swear I heard you, so I'm going
to try this. Krystal, I just know you're going to make it through this! You're so strong, I just
know you're going to. You have to. I know Ray fucked up, but Ray needs you Krystal. I know you're
the one for him. Call me crazy, but I swear you are. I know Ray feels bad about this. And I'm going
to call him. Unless you don't want me to. And I know if someone normal was here, they'd think I'm
insane for saying that. But I heard you. I know you're somehow here." Frank picked my hand up in
"I'm here Frank, and please call Ray, I need to know he's here. I miss him so much. I kissed Gerard,
and it was nice, but it wasn't Ray." I placed my hand on Frank's hand.
"I knew you kissed him. I could just tell. And I'll call him. And the Gerard thing is a secret.
Don't worry." Frank smiled.
"Frank you're the best, and this is so weird that you can hear me. You're fucking crazy."
"I know I'm crazy. I'm going to stay here for as long as I can so you have someone to talk to. But
for now, I'm going to call Ray." Frankie lowered his head and kissed my forehead and laid my hand on
I smiled and sat on my bed as Frank picked up his cell phone and called Ray.
"Listen Ray, I'm not going to explain everything right now, but come to the hospital. Floor 3, room
313. Yes idiot, come now. Haha, just come. No I'm fine, Alex is at home with Mikey... Yes its
Krystal. But just come to the hospital, I'll explain when you get here." Frank hung up and
"He can be a little hard headed, its the fro." Frank sat slowly on the chair beside me. "I can't
believe this. This is the sixth time I've broken my ribs. I was a daredevil as a child."
"You still are Mr. Iero." I laughed.
"I miss your laugh. I mean I know you've been like this for a day, but we were laughing in the car,
and now nothing."
"I'm going to wake up Frankie, I promise I will. I'm not giving up. I just won't!" I looked at
"I know Krystal. I know. I believe in you!" Frank smiled.
We sat in silent for a little while, until Ray opened the door and walked in with a teddy bear, and
some roses. My eyes widened as he looked at Frank then walked over to my bed.
"Krystal. Even in a...coma... you're still so beautiful...Frank do you think you could give me a
minute?" Ray turned to Frank
"No, don't go, I need you to tell him what I say, please Frank..." I called to Frank as he was about
to stand up.
"Umm... Krystal doesn't want me to go, she wants me to stay and tell you what she says..." Frank bit
"Krystal? She's in a coma what are you talking about?" Ray looked confused.
"I don't know man, all I know is when I was asleep I could hear her, then when I woke up I could
hear her. Its not like I hear it like I hear you, when she talks its like a little voice in the back
of my mind, its faint but I can hear her. I know I'm fucking crazy but I'm telling the truth."
"I know, I believe you. You say crazy shit, but you seem so serious." Ray turned to me.
"Frank, please tell him, I need to tell him something important, and he can NOT get mad at you, and
if he gets mad, he needs to remember I'm the one to be mad at, not you." I sat with my hands in my
"She says she needs to tell you something, but she needs to you remember not to get mad at me, that
if your mad, she wants you to be mad at her." Frank looked at me and nodded knowing what I had to
"Okay, you can tell me." Ray looked like he was holding his breath.
"I kissed Gerard." I looked at Ray.
"She kissed Gerard, but not while you were dating, yesterday..." Frank looked at me with support in
"I...Do you want him Krystal, because if you do, I'll understand." Ray looked at the floor, and
tears started falling from my face.
"Oh god no Ray! I...I kissed him, and I... It wasn't like yours, yours are full of ... love, and
just. Ray. I only want you. Forgive me please!" I wiped the tears away.
" She says and I quote ' god no Ray! I kissed him and, I... It wasn't like yours, yours are full
of... love, and just. Ray. I only want you. Forgive me please." Frank closed his eyes softly.
"I forgive you Krystal, now I have to ask... Will you forgive me? I know I was stupid and said how
Alex can't possibly love Mikey, and I was so wrong I get that now. I know now that Alex is head over
heels in love with Mikey, and Mikey feels the same way. I, I just didn't want Mikey to get hurt
again, but I know Alex won't hurt him. I was stupid, and I feel so stupid. I promise I'm going to
say sorry to Alex and Mikey to, but I need to know how you feel about me. I want you so bad Krystal.
I need to know you're mine. And if you don't forgive me I understand, I won't push you into
anything. I just want you back. I'm sorry Krystal...I...I...I love you. So much. I feel like a
douche. Will you forgive me?" Ray picked up my hand and kissed it softly.
"I forgive you Ray. I want you back." I closed my eyes softly.
"She forgives you Ray, and she wants you back." Frankie smiled.
"Thank you Krystal, and thank you Frank for translating. I won't ask anymore because I don't want
Frankie to feel crazy." Ray smiled and kissed my forhead.
"Too late man...Too fucking late." Frank laughed.
"Language!" I yelled.
"Sorry mother." Frank stuck out his tongue at me.
I glared at Frank and laughed. I was about to lay down when Gerard walked into the room. I stared at
"Frank I need you for one last thing. I need to talk to Gerard. Without Ray." I gulped.
"Gerard, I need to talk to you, Ray can you just go outside for a second." Frank looked at Ray who
nodded then left.
"Gerard, I can talk to Krystal, I'd rather not explain, but I can so she needs to tell you
something." Gerard stared at Frankie then sat down on my bed.
"You're crazy, but okay. What is it Krystal." Gerard looked down at my coma-ed body.
"Gerard, I know we said we would be F.B, but I can't. I...I want Ray...I'm sorry,but I need us to
still be friends." I looked at him.
"She says I know we said we'd be friends with benefits, but I cant, I want Ray, I'm sorry, but I
need us to still be friends!" Frank looked at Gerard.
"That's fine Krystal. I understand, I'm kind of happy. I think you and Ray are perfect together!
I'll let Ray back in. And you better wake up soon, or else!" Gerard laughed as he waved to Ray to
come back in.
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