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Forgiveness
By ghostwriter

 


I am the worst person ever!!! I am so sorry it has taken me so long to update!! I got a new job so that has been taking up a HUGE chunk of my time!! Not to mention I left you guys with a depressing feeling. Here is the new chapter my lovelies!! R&R!!! XOXOXOXOXOX

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*2 weeks later*

Dyllan's POV

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Things have been getting slightly better, so much of me wanted to never forgive Brian, even though it wasn't really his fault, but his attitude and behavior didn't exactly lighten the blow. Since that day Bri has been amazing, but I get so scared that this is again just a phase, that soon he'll slip back into his thoughts of never wanting children, but I feel that there might be a little hope because Shads was telling me that after Bri found out that I wasn't really pregs Bri called him and talked about how he realized that he did want children. I guess the phrase “You don't know what you've got til it's gone” really does work, go figure.

Amy and the gang have been coming over non-stop since that happened, and let me tell you, Elliot wasn't happy at all with Brian. When he first came to see me Elliot was shaking with anger, I was praying that he wasn't going to pick a fight with Bri. As the days past he eased up on Brian and now the 2 are getting along, kinda.

Now here I am, sitting on my bed and thinking of every thing that has happened in the past weeks. Zacky is a little scared to leave me alone, afraid that I'll try to hurt myself, but I know what it's like to lose someone from their own hand, and I wouldn't wish that on anyone.

Gah! I can't think about this anymore. I looked around my room for my laptop and yanked it from the floor and went down stairs to chill on Zack's heavenly new couch. Gina was sitting on the couch with her nose in a magazine.

“Hello Mrs. Baker!” I sang as I plopped on the empty space next to her.

Her and Zacky wanted to postpone their wedding, but I wouldn't hear of it! Even though I was “sick” I wanted them to go ahead with their plans! They went to Vegas for their honeymoon and spent 4 days there. Zack was afraid, but I reassured him that I would be perfectly fine! Amy, Ali, Bremen and Elliot would come over during the day and Ali and Amy would just crash in my room.

Gina and Zack got back 2 days ago with tons of pictures that Gina showed all of the girls while the guys listened to Zacky's wild and somewhat nasty stories. I had walked in and he cleared his throat and simply said, “Um, these are big boy stories. Not to be heard by little sisters.”

“Hey Pickles. How are you feeling today?” She asked as she pulled me into a hug.

“Better, thanks. Has Brian been by at all today?” I asked while signing into my email account.

“He and Zacky went out for a smoke and a talk. Zack is still a little mad at him.”

I just nodded. I hated this! Sometimes I wish that I were still living with Amy and the others. It seems like so much could've been avoided that way.

“He feels truly horrible for what happened you know. I mean, no it wasn't his fault, the body does that sometimes, but I saw how he was when you talked about the ba-er, I mean, the um…”

“The baby? You can say it. It doesn't hurt as much now. And I don't blame him and I see how he is trying to change, not that he needed to do a lot of it anyways. I just”

I took a sharp breath in and felt the tears threaten my eyes.

“I just really wanted this baby.”

I felt Gina's arm wrap around me, but I was surprised to look up and see Brian with what looked like glossy eyes. Instead of pushing him away like I did the past few days I reached up and wrapped my arms around his neck. I pulled him towards me and held him tightly as he buried his face into my neck. I felt warm liquid on my neck and heard Bri trying to hold in his silent sobs. By now he was right next to me on the couch; I just cradled him in my arms.

“Bri, its ok. Shh, its ok.” I cooed in his ear.

“I did this to you…” he barely whispered.

I felt my heart shatter. I pushed him away so that I could look in his eyes. They were full of self-loathing, guilt, and pain when they should be filled with his cocky cuteness.

“Listen to me, you didn't do this, my body did. I can't blame you for any of this. Yes I was pissed at you for not accepting the idea of a baby, but I love you too much to let this ruin us! I love you Brian. Nothing can change that.”

I looked him straight in his eyes with fire and tears in mine; trying to show him I was serious.

“I'm so sorry…”

“Brian, don't be. I was being unreasonable for trying to put the full blame on you; I just wanted someone to blame… I'm sorry!”

He leaned forward and kissed my, leaving his lips there for a few seconds longer.

“SUP BITCHES-oh….” Amy slammed her hand on Bremen's mouth trying to stop him from ruining the moment. Laughter slowly crept its way into the room.

“GGGRRR!! See? You ruined that cute make up moment!!” She angrily said as she slapped his head.

“OW! Ok, I'm sorry…. Pickles, emo Ken doll, you forgive me?”

I could see Brian's annoyance at the `creative' nickname that Bremen so graciously bestowed upon him.

We both nodded and I mentally thanked them for lightening the mood.

You've got mail,” sang the annoying voice on my laptop. I looked down at the screen and saw an all too familiar name: Cassi Thompson.

“OH MY GOSH!! Cassi sent me an email!!” I yelled as I looked up at my friends and saw the excitement in their eyes. Then I looked around and saw confusion on the other faces.

“Cassi is another one of our foster friends that we grew up with.”

I smiled at the first time I met her…

*Flash Back*

“What the crap Mike? I was eating that!!” I yelled at one of the annoying boys in my current foster home that stole my hot pocket from me.

“Yeah? Well what'cha gonna do about it?” he asked as I tried to reach the plate.

I was a short 9 year old and he was a towering 11 year old.

“I'll kick your butt!”

He just laughed and with his free hand he violently pushed me over the small coffee table in the front room causing me to hit my head on the TV stand. I looked up at Mike with anger and tears in my eyes.

“Oh, you gonna kick my butt now, little girl?”

“No, but I will!!!” I heard a young girl yell as she threw a phone book at Mike's head.

Mike was totally caught off guard, swaying sideways, causing him to drop my plate. I didn't care about the hot pocket; I was more interested in watching someone stand up to Mike! He turned around and swung at this mysterious girl, but she quickly ducked and sucker punched him in the face sending him to the ground. He scurried up and ran from the room shouting out hallow threats about telling our foster mom. She then turned her attention to me. She had pale green eyes that were brought out by her wavy long dark brown hair that fell just mid back. She had light red lips and the longest eyelashes I had ever seen! She was slightly tan; she looked mostly Caucasian with a little Hispanic in there somewhere. She was really pretty!

“You ok?” she asked as she extended a hand to help me up.

“Yeah. That was awesome! Thank you so much!!” I squeaked out in an excited voice.

I stood up but swayed a little and placed a hand on the back of my head.

“So what's your name?” I asked as I rubbed my head.

“Cassi, I just came here yesterday… My aunt couldn't keep me anymore.”

I saw a small tear form in her eye. She inhaled deeply and shrugged her shoulders. “But it doesn't matter, I mostly know how to take care of myself. Hat's your name?”

“Dyllan, I came here a few months ago from a different foster home that had too many kids as it was. I'm 9 by the way, how old are you?”

“10 ?!”

“Cool, hey, you wanna come and meet some of my friends?”

“Yeah! I mean if you don't care.”

“They'll love you!!”

we made our way out the back door and to an old tire swing in a vacant lot a few blocks from the house.

“Hey guys!! This is Cassi!! Cassi, this is Bremen, Amy, Warren, and Elliot!”

*End of Flashback*

“We've all been friends ever since that say! She was the first to leave town once she hit 18.”

By now I laid comfortably on Brian's shoulder.

“Read what she wrote out loud!!” Bremen said almost falling off of the couch arm.

“Ok, ok.”

I opened the email and began to read it.

Hello my little Pickles!

It has been so long!! I cannot believe that you are graduated from college!! Ooh, look who's so cool! Haha! How are the rest of the morons doing? Is Bremen dating anyone yet?? Can I just say I totally saw Amy and Elliott hooking up? You can give me the $20 later, sucka!!! So how is this mysterious fling you have? Is he any good??? Well, I'm sure you're wondering what I've been up to; well I love in Vegas now in a cute little apartment. You should come and see it some time! I am working at one of the casinos as a card dealer and it pays pretty well!! Ok, so don't laugh or freak out, but I'm pregnant!! AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I'm having a baby boy!! Don't even ask about the father, he's long gone. But I don't care cus I'm gonna love this baby with everything that I have!! I'm not gonna be like our parents and just give him up like he doesn't matter. When he's born you have to promise that all of you will come see us!! I'm due in like 3 weeks so book your flights now!! Well, I have to go to another doctor's appointment. I can't wait to read your reply!! I love you so much Pickles!! Take care of yourself!!

Love,

Cassi!

I looked up and saw the shock on Amy, Elliott and Bremen's faces. I'm sure that I had the same expression on mine as well.

“Holy hell!! And hear I thought I'd be the one she was gonna have a kid with!” Bremen said breaking the silence. We all laughed as Amy gave another blow to Bremen's shoulder.

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Later that night I sat in my room thinking about Cassi and how happy I was for her! I felt myself feel a little envious of her; although it did suck that the baby would never know his father. I was broken out of my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door.

“Come in!”

I saw Brian poke his head in and give me a weak smile.

“You don't have to knock, you know. You never have before.” I stood up and hugged him.

“I know, but it's been a weird past few weeks, ya know?”

We sat on my bed and I ran my hand through his hair. I hated that I was ever mad at him.

“I know, but I don't want this weirdness here any longer. I love you too damn much for that!”

I hugged him tightly and placed my lips on his neck. I felt his body tighten around mine.

“I was thinking…” he said into my hair.

“Yeah? About what?”

“We should practice more baby making!”

“HAHAHA!! How long have you been wanting to say that?”

“Well, honestly, I just want you! I know that I'm not ready to be a dad, but I know that if you're by my side, we can try and prepare for that… ya know?”

“I'm not ready either, but if it happens, I don't want to think of ways to get rid of it. If it happens, we'll cross the road when it gets there, k?”

“Ok, but…” he began to raise my shirt, slowly and seductively. “That doesn't mean we can't keep “trying” to make one.”

By now, my shirt was completely off and I smiled at him. He then laid me down and hungrily kissed my lips. I then ripped his shirt off and dragged my nails down his chest. He let out a load moan and moved to my neck. I gasped as he dug his teeth into my sensitive skin. I wanted and missed this so much! I let him ravage my body and we both collapsed on each other when we were through. We fell asleep in each other's arms and I finally felt that I was past the worst.

 

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