It's amazing that the world can keep spinning
after you have left it.
all saw the topic "Jimmy 'The Rev' Sullivan" and we all thought,
"What did he do
We continue to read the words,
"It is with great sadness and heavy
And our hearts also sink.
This could not be possible.
Of the five he
seemed the most
First we think it could be a joke.
That the guys are messing
with us, teasing us before the release of their new material.
Second, we are stunned, as are our
they quiver and our mouths hang open.
Overcome by the realization that this is no
He is gone from this Earth.
Thirdly, we become either angry or?
swollen with tears.
Our hearts plummet to our
stomach, we hit things, we cry out, we vomit, we scream
Of the fourth, we become
It's what creeps up our failing arms, our kicking legs
It's the pain in our throats
from our tormented screams
It's the tears simply falling out and our useless hands that have no
intention of wiping them away.
It's the cold air that stabs our lungs despite warm
The only thing we can feel is our
Perhaps this is all we
feel because his beats no longer and it becomes
Savage agony during our
It does not seem fair. It does not seem possible
to have our bodies be so useless
and yet feel this much pain.
Then we go to sleep, tears pooled in the corners of our eyes as
we lay on our backs
and they all spill out when we turn on our sides
as we hope to awaken the
next morning it will not have happened.
Jimmy will wake too.
He will not
And it is the first thing we think of when we open our swollen eyes.
Once again we