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Crazy
By Nikki925

 


I'm thinking that I'm crazy

I'm not but I am

The way my mind works

Don't expect to understand

I talk to myself

When things go wrong

Make myself feel better

Sing myself a song

My eyes get hazy

When I go to this place

I go into a daze

And everything's erased

All the bad compiles

In the storage of my mind

It spills out occasionally

But I pretend to be fine.

You see, I'm an actress

The movie is everyday life

My everyday appearance

Masks my inner strife

I see the world through movie screens

In the seats, but not the scene

I never get close

So I push away

My feelings change

With each and every day

I believe in rebellion,

I believe in free choice

It's easier said then done

When you've been robbed of a voice

I put myself on the ledge

Believing that I'll fall

Because everyone that's pushed me

Has never cared at all

And when you get pushed off,

Every single time

Something deep inside

Doesn't want to climb

Now I'm afraid of heights

And it's a paralyzing fear

That every new person

Will be gone within the year.

 

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