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``That was one great show,'' he said, smiling and putting his T-shirt on.
``'Twas,'' I answered absentmindedly, still thinking about what was now hidden under the black T-shirt Zacky was wearing. I shouldn't have been dreaming of my bandmate's body...
``Bri? You okay? You seem kinda... off lately,'' he said all of a sudden. I sighed. Of course I was off... I was turning gay on my best friend! If Zacky had known what I felt for him... I had never felt such need, even when I was with Michelle. We had broken up a few months ago, but I didn't regret it. Things just became cold between me and her and I couldn't go on like that. I had been single since and it was pretty good, but it wasn't perfect.
Zack was perfect. Every single little part of him was breathtaking. I had to control my lungs when I was near him... Which meant I had to control them pretty much all the time.
``It's nothing.. I'm just tired as hell,'' I mumbled as an answer to his question. He smirked and told me, ``You should get some sleep then.''
``I will, scout's honor,'' I answered and smiled. It as impossible to stay serious when he grinned at me like this.
``Okay, I'll head out. It's a Gena night,'' Zacky said. He seemed so happy and excited about her girlfriend that my smile disappeared and I frowned a bit, hoping he wouldn't see it. How could he ever be mine!?
``Okay, see ya,'' I said and packed my stuff.
``Another pointless night ahead,'' I whispered to myself.

It was about 10 PM the same night, when my phone rang. It was Zacky. She should be with Gena, why would he call me?
``Yeah?''
``Bri... Can I come to your place?''
Zacky's voice scared me. His tone was strange. He only talked like that when he was totally broken and messed up. What the fuck had happened?
``Sure, Z,'' was the only thing I said. He said ``okay'' in a dead voice and hung up.
In about five minutes the doorbell rang. I sprinted to open it. Zacky stood in the doorway, totally broken, as I'd thought.
``What happened?'' I asked, pulling him in. He stared at me for a while. His makeup was smudged. Had he been crying?
``Gena dumped me,'' he finally whispered and tears filled his eyes. ``She practically threw me out and told me to never go back...''
His voice broke. ``Bri, I'm sorry you have to see me like this, but I had nowhere else to go... I can't go home like this.'' He cried. Now he really cried. I hugged him gently and wiped his tears.
``Z, don't cry. Perhaps it's just meant to be that way, you know? She was not your destiny.''
Zacky fell silent for a long while.
``Can I sleep here?'' he finally asked, a weak, sad shadow of hope in his jade eyes.
``Sure, if you don't mind sharing the bed.''
``Sure, okay,'' he said.

I woke. The alarm clock on my nightstand showed 3:24 AM.
``What the fuck...'' I said sleepily, but then I heard the same thing that had woken me. Zacky called me.
``Bri... I have to tell you something.''
``In the middle of the night?''
``Yeah... I can't take it. I haven't been sleeping at all.''
I became worried.
``Zacky... Tell me what's wrong.''
He sighed.
``You're gonna hate me, but what the hell. I'm fucked anyway,'' he said and sat up, the blanket still covering the most of him.
``Well... It's about the break-up. The reasons of it. Gena left me 'cause I told him I had feelings for someone else, but I still loved her. She went hysterical and kicked me out, after hearing the name... I told her who I was in love with.''
Zacky hid his face under the blanket.
``Oh, Z... Who is she?''
``That's the weirdest thing... It's a he.''
My face went white.
``Zacky... You're... You're in love with a g... guy?'' I stuttered, surprised.
``Not just ANY guy... Shit, I can't tell you... You're gonna kill me.''
``Zacky, please tell me, what the fuck is going on. I can't stand you looking like this and being all depressed. I won't kill you, I promise.''
``It's YOU, okay!? I am fucking in love with YOU, Bri!'' he yelled and ran out of the room. I heard the bathroom door open and close, also a little click which meant he had locked it. I didn't really listen, I was too busy thinking. Zacky was in love with me, too? I had to clear this out, right now. He must have felt like shit on the cold bathroom floor. I walked to the hall and stood by the bathroom door.
``Zacky?'' I asked quietly. No answer. I sat by the door.
``Okay, maybe it's easier like this.
Zacky, since I dumped Michelle, I haven't been the same Brian. I have always adored you in a way, but now things were growing. That's why I've been off lately, that's why I'm so serious. I couldn't smile and be okay with you in the same room, 'cause I was so fucking into you and I was sure that you don't feel the same...'' I had to blink to keep away the tears.
The door clicked again and Zacky stepped out. He sat next to me and said nothing for a while. He sniffled once - oh no, he was crying again and then he asked:
``You're serious? Like... You really feel for me what I feel for you?''
``Let me show how serious I am,'' I said and pulled him closer. My whole body ached out of this sweet pain, when I pressed my lips to his. He seemed a bit startled in the beginning, but soon he lifted himself a bit and ran his fingers through my hair. I put one of my hands on his hip and the other to his cheek, caressing his face gently. Sitting on my hall floor like this, wearing only boxers, our tongues travelling in each other's mouths, felt like heaven.
When he pulled away to breathe, I pulled him close to me. He rested his head in my lap with his eyes closed, while I touched his hair and kissed him from time to time. The sun rose outside. It was about four, then.
``Wanna get some sleep?'' I asked.
``No... I don't care about it. I couldn't sleep anyway, knowing you're next to me.''
``Well, I could sleep on the couch...''
``No way. You're not leaving an inch from me.''
``You know... We've got a band rehearsal today. What are we gonna tell them?''
``Are you ashamed of the truth?'' he asked bit nervously, opening his eyes.
``No, Zacky, 'course not! I'm just a bit scared of their reaction.''
``I've got your back, baby,'' he said, grinning. I snorted and raised his head to kiss him once more.

``Yo, guys!'' Matt greeted us as we stepped into his garage, which was our rehearsal room.
``Hey... Are Jimmy and Johnny here, too?'' Zacky asked, sounding nervous.
``We're here,'' Jimmy said, coming in and passing us, Johnny right after him. ``Something's wrong?''
``I wouldn't say that... But we've got to tell you something,'' I told them.
``You've... got something to tell us?'' Matt asked, frowning and smirking at the same time.
``Yeah..'' Zacky said and grabbed my hand. The others couldn't see it.
``I broke up with Gena last night, 'cause... I'm... I'm gay, guys.'' I could see how hard it was for him to confess something like this.
They all stared at him with blank expressions.
``Like... really gay? Boys' love and stuff?'' Jimmy asked.
``Yep,'' he said, blushing. I wanted to pull him closer, but I had to wait for a little more.
``And... what is Brian's part in it?'' Matt asked, a bit confused.
It was my turn to speak.
``You won't believe this, but... I'm gay too.''
The others looked just as goofy as before, but Johnny grinned widely. He had understood. We both grinned back and I slid my hand on Zacky's back. One down, two to go.
``OH!'' Jimmy suddenly said, smiling even wider than Johnny. He stared at us and shaked his head, laughing quietly.
Now it was just Matt. We stared at him, but he still didn't get it.
``Demonstration!'' Jimmy yelled and we both blushed. Matt still looked confused, so we decided to listen to our drummer. I kissed Zacky, trying to stay calmful. I heard a gasp and smiled. I gently bit Zacky's lip and faced my bandmates again. Matt was staring at us, his eyes wide with disbelief, but he wasn't angry.
``Congrats, guys,'' he finally said and a smile flashed across his face.

Later that night, Zacky was laying beside me on the bed.
``I love you, Bri,'' he said quietly, looking me in the eyes.
``I love you too, Zacky,'' I answered and pulled him closer. He curled up beside me and kissed me before falling asleep.
``I really-really love you,'' I said and felt happy over a long time.

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