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Fully Alive
By Leigh_Ashworth

 

Tonight was going to be like any other night, just us guy hanging out and having fun at the local bar/club in the city we played at. Sighing I take a drink of the Jack Daniels in front of me as my eyes find the body they always watched, out on the dance floor. Now I guess I could say that I have been crushing on said body for like a few years. And I don't know how but it's been my dirty little secret since I felt that overwhelming feeling in my gut the night he kissed me, which was at some party back home. We were drunk and having fun at the beach with friend when it happened I was at first disgusted but then it was like something switched inside me, and I've been in love with him since.
I laughed when I saw the jade-eyed male dance with Val and Leanna. I smiled as I watched the girl's booty dance around him. God the way he dances was like a pale form of a gypsy. I smiled as I watched the way that dark-haired rhythm guitarist move the beat of the song laughing along with Val and Leanna. Smiling I go back to talking with Jimmy about the reasons why pot should be made as part of the daily food groups. I knew he would agree but he, being the insane genius he is, would take the opposing side.

After winning my side of the argument I stood up and grabbed my smokes and Johnny's lighter, and then I excused myself to get some much needed air and smoke a cig or two. Pushing my through the crowd I finally made my way over to the door and opened it. Fresh air hitting me in the face as I stepped outside. Pulling out the lighter I place a cig between my thin lips and struck the lighter. Smiling at the small flame I brought it to my lips. Lighting the cig I inhaled, letting the smoke enter my lungs. Turning off the lighter I place it in my pants as he took the cig out of my mouth and breathed out letting the smoke from my lungs.
That was when I heard it. A loud moan coming from the alley to my right intrigued me to say the least. Walking over to the entrnace of the alley I breathed out a huff of smoke then looked down the dark corridor. At first sight I saw two figures close together, I smirked knowing exactly what they were upto. And just I turned to leave I heard the voice of my secret crush.
"Mmm... fuck yes... harder" the small jade eyed male moaned as the other pushed into him. How the hell did he get outside so fast?

At first I didn't want to believe it but I knew it was happening. Dropping my cigarette I went back inside and order the hardest liquior the bar had and drank it down. I couldn't believe my crush was giving hisself over to some stranger, Th guy could have a disease or fuck the guy could kill his Jade eyed crush after sex. Sighing I place money down for the drink then stood up.
Finding my way back to the group I mumbled about not wanting to be there anymore and turned to leave. Matt and Jimmy stopped me but I pulled out of their grasps on my arm and wrist and left hailing a taxi and riding back to the venue where my band's bus waited for me. Getting out of my clothes I roll into my bunk and fall asleep with the image of my crush getting fucked by someone else.
The next day wasn't even better for me I woke up to voices, getting out of bed I saw my crush kissing and saying goodbye to his random fuck. It made me sick just to watch this and once the guy left I went back to take a cold shower knowing it would calm me down. After that was over the day went on like normal except now I ignored my green-eyed jewel and boy did he get upset over that. I smirked on the inside loving that he was paying attention to me but kept to myself and ignored every word and look he gave me.
Ignoring him was hard but I was able to pull it off with Matt making us work in the bus/studio all day. I worked on every song we had even old ones we barely even play. Jimmy sat with me as we went over new ones Johnny and Matt talking as they and Zacky went over line ups for the next few venues. The whole time I could feel those jade eyes watching me. I smirked my back turned so he couldn't see as Jimmy and I wrote notes on paper then go over those notes on my guitar.
After Matt let us go Jimmy and Johnny stealing Matt away I stayed behind, saying I wanted to go over more of the songs to make sure everything was perfect, Zacky left, to where I don't know. So I kept playing my guitar, til I heard footsteps walk back and forth outside the door of the room I was in. Ignoring it I flipped throught the notebook before me and played another song. Half way through the song I felt something on my shoulder. Looking up I saw Zacky.
"We need to talk now." he said his green eyes dark, he was very upset.
I shook my head."Can it wait? I'm almost done with the song." I said smoothly but still my breath caught as Zacky moved his hand down to my arm and pulled me out of my seat.

"No it can't." he spoke as he took my guitar and set it down.

Sighing I just cross my arms and look at him."Okay fine what do you want?" I asked indignantly. I may love the guy, but I hate it when people take things out of my hand.
He looked at me with a frown and I started to melt."What did I do to deserve the silent treatment from you Bri.?" he asked sadness laced his voice.
I shrugged my arms still crossed as I looked at him. I couldn't say it cause I didn't want to reveal my secret to him.
Zacky just frowned even more, making it harder to kept said secret."Don't Brian please I want to know why you ignored me all day. Matt and Johnny said you left the bar early Now your giving me the silent treatment. Now tell me what's going on?" he asked...well more like demanded with that look in his eyes I could tell he wasn't going to give up so easily.
Sighing in defeat I moved toward the couch and pulled him along with me. "Sit." I asked of him, he did.
"Bria--" he tried talk but I cut him off by kissing his lips. And God those lips felt right against mine, I felt whole and everything around me seemed to disappear. Then I pulled back. "That is why I ignored you today."
Zacky was speechless he just sat there, his green eyes lock with my brown."I've had this thing for you since that drunken kiss at the bonfine years ago. And last night, the reason I left so early..."
"Oh God...you caught me outside the club..." he finally spoke his was surprized and when I looked at his face his cheek were red.
I nodded. "Yes I did. Seeing that guy leave this morning hurt the most Zack." I said as looked away not wanting to show too much emotion.
Moments later I felt two finger tugg at my chin, making me look at him."If I had known you liked me, I would have never let that guy touch me the way he did. But I needed release Bri, and I didn't know you could have helped me out." he spoke sounding sincere.
"How could I have known Zacky?" I said looking at him confused somewhat."I've watched you from a distance for some time now and never have I seen you act or felt you act as if you swung that way."
Zacky smiled and I was falling fast again as the light hit the snakebites."You should have just asked like the others did, Syn. I don't really try to act or talk gay I just am."
I smiled and laughed a little as he did the same."I guess my pinning over you over took my sense of reality huh?"
He smiled."Better late then never Bri." he said as he ran his hand over my cheek. I smiled and caught his lips in another kiss.
"Yeah I know. but from now on your mine Zack. I hated seeing that guy all over you and in you. Never again will I let another guy take you." I said as moved over him making him fall back against the couch.
"Of course, always yours Syn." Zacky said as he pulled me closer wrapping one arm around my neck as his other went around my waist, his hands moving over my back. Now this was heaven. I thought as I moved comfortably over him. My own hands moving over his body. Our lips never ceased as we fought each other for dominance.
Now I felt fully alive.
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