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If It Means A Lot To You
By SteffiSevenfold

 


This tour is lasting for-fucking-ever.

It's been six months.

Fucking six months without my baby.

Over one hundred eighty days.

What will I ever do?

I miss you, baby.

So much.

May 15, 2009

Val,

Hey, darling. I hope you're good tonight. Valerie, I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving. But I need to. I need to feed us. I need to keep us going. I love this job. No, I don't need it. But, yeah, I love it. I love you. I miss you baby. It's been so long. I hope you're being strong. Just. . . tell me something sweet to get me by. `Cause I can't come home until my fans are singing.

Love, Matt.

Why does it seem like forever for you to write me back?

I need these letters, these pieces of home, these shatters of memory.

May26, 2009

Matt,

Hey, sweetie. Well, I need you here tonight. Mattie, I know that you don't want to be leaving me. I know what you need to do. I just wish it were closer. Yeah, you want it, but I can't help it. . . I just feel complete when you're by my side. I love you too, babe. I miss you. It really has been a long time. I don't feel as strong as I wish I did. I don't know how long I can make it here without you. I know you can't come home 'till they're singing.

Forever, Val.

These letters make my week.

I just feel so much more at home.

So much more like she's still there waiting for me.

Like she'll never give up.

May 28, 2009

Val,

If you can wait until I get home, then I swear to you that we can make this last. We can be forever. We can always have each other. Val, honey, if you can wait until I get home, then I promise come tomorrow, this will all be in our past. Well, it might be for the best.

Always, Matt.

I crave for her letters.

I crave for her love and her all.

I just crave. . . her.

June 2, 2009

Matthew,

You know you can't give me what I need. You know you're never home. And even though you mean so much to me, I can't wait through everything.

Val.

June 4, 2009

Valerie,

Is this really happening? I swear I'll never be happy again. I promise you, I'll never be happy again. And don't you dare say that we can just be friends. I'm not just some boy that you can sway. I knew this would happen eventually.

Matt.

And now my fans are all singing. . .

- - - -

So completely idead off of A Day To Remember's album Homesick. The song's called If It Means A lot To You.

It just kind of struck me. Like, how she leaves him because he's not home, and then he's able to come home after she dumps him.

Gah.

:D

 

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