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Giving Thanks To This World Unknowing
By SteffiSevenfold

 

I sit here at my dining room table, looking through letters, looking through poems, looking through heartache.
Thanksgiving, clearly stated as a time to give thanks.
So, thank you, Matt.
Thank you for dumping me like one would dump a sack of shit on the side of the road.
Thank you for telling me you love me and then biting and scratching at my heart in hopes of it bursting.
Thank you for the kisses that obviously didn't mean diddly-jack-shit.
Thank you for cuddling with me on the couch for six years then telling me you've been cuddling with someone else on their couch for two years.
Thank you for being a cold hearted bastard of a prick.
Thank you for kissing my fingertips in attempts to make everything better then flipping my world heels over head into a world of hell.
Thank you for robbing my heart of it's most precious posessions.
Thank you for being bitter, distant and cold for nearly a year.
Thank you for putting a metephoracal, burning ciggarette out on everything I've once cherished.
Thank you, Matt.
Thank you for making my life a hole of desire, of pain, of longing.
If it wasn't for you; your lies; I wouldn't be sitting here, ripping your poetic love to peices with my bare hands.
If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be able to look out of my window to see a man and a woman with the glow of candles flickering about their happy faces.
I wouldn't be able to see their two children carrying pumpkin pies and apple cider out to them with smiles plastered on their faces; genuine happiness that their family and loved ones are with them on this absolete holiday.
Six years and we're done counting.
Two years and counting with you and what's-his-face.
Will you make it to six years with him and then leave him like you left me?
Leave him cold and longing, desperate for the love you've once shared?
Will you leave him with this feeling that I have, burning deep and feircly inside me?
The feel of a heart insanely craving?
Will you leave him two days before thanksgiving, one day before your seven year anniversary?
Will you tell him that you've been seeing someone else for a forth of the time you've been with him?
Will you put him through misery?
I reach over now and pull the string on my curtains, letting them fall to cover the window completely.
I let the curtains block out the happiness that a family shares on a Thanksgiving night.
I let the curtains block out light and so I sit here in my dark dining room, with nothing but two empty bottles of Russian Vodka and a bottle of Jack Daniels calling my name.



Random one-shot.
Thanksgiving is coming up and I'm in a lovey-dovey, kiss-and-kill-me kind of mood.
As you can see haha.
Reviews would be muchly appretiated? [:
(How the hell do you spell that word, damnit?)
SteffiSevenfold<3

 

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