After Ryan died, life sort of fell apart and came back together with a couple of stitches
Flowers. The flowers helped me.
I wake up, water my flowers, take a shower, eat
breakfast, talk to my flowers, go out with Spencer and Jon and pretend that everything is normal,
eat lunch, fertilize my flowers, eat dinner, talk to my flowers, and finnaly I go to bed.
sometimes, the flowers talk back.
They murmur little things like "Thank you," and
sing sweet little ditties.
Sometimes, I think it's Ryan, espescially when they say "I
have loved you for as long as I can remember, I will never, ever leave you."
I call it love.