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Devoted *One Shot*
By Leigh_Ashworth

 


Maybe I was wrong? Maybe I should have not gone so far into what I did? Maybe? Well it's done and here I am walking along the beach at night. And I am wishing I didn't say what I did to the man I love. I regret every word that I said to him. The fight we had tonight was the biggest we ever had and it scared me somewhat. I know flirting was wrong in his eyes, but he knew when we first met that I always flirt with everyone. I mean I can't help it, its my nature to make everyone around me feel good even when I flirt. In my humble opinion, I think he's justing getting a little jealous and bitchy, hell maybe he's just pmsing and wanting to just get on my case. I sigh; as I find a place to sit in the sand and watch the never-ending tide come and go. As I watched I heard a few seagulls call and bats screech. I fold my hands and lean on my knees just watching the tide come closer and then pull away. The anger and hurt I was feeling started to ebb away I guess he thought I was cheating. But, why cheat on the most beautiful creature known to man. We have known each other for like forever and we never really been apart since grade school. In high school I confused my feelings for him and to my surprise he felt exactly the same. We been dating since junior year of high school. And never once have I ever thought about another person, besides him. Matt and Zacky even told me once that they think we were meant to be together. And hell, maybe he's right I mean I can't see myself without my one true love. I start to smile as I remember all the shit we been through. All the fights we had and the making up. I can't even remember how many times I fucked up our relationship only to be able to bring him back to me and love me even more. I know he is getting sick of the “I'm sorries” and “Don't leave me” and “take me back “ shit that I do and say just to have in my arms again. Hell if we did eventually break up, I would be ruined for anyone else, for two damn reasons. One: He was my first and Second: He the only one I truly love. I can't really see myself without him. It hurts to think about him not being there for me when I feel down and sick. I'd hate to think of a life without him just the thought of it brings tears in my eyes. And that rare to see myself cry over anything. It means I really did fuck up and that I am really scared that this was the last straw. Fear started to fill me. I start thinking that if I go home he won't be there. I take a deep breath as the last of my few tears escape and I wipe them away.

“Hey there you are, we been looking all over for you.” said Matt as he came up and sat down beside me.

“Yeah well, you found me” I said unenthusiastically.

“He's worried, you know?” Matt said placing his right hand own my shoulder.

“How come?” I asked “ He didn't seem so worried when I left.”

“Well he calmed down and its been over two hours and he started to panic.” Matt said letting go of my shoulder and looking out at the ocean just like I was.

“So he sent you to find me?”” I said a little rudely.

“Nope, he went to the park with Zacky and Johnny is with me, waiting in the car.” Matt explained looking at me with his piercing stare.

“Well what are you going to do now that you found me.” I asked looking away from him.

“That's really up to you. I'm not going to drag your skinny ass back, knowing fully well that you will make up your own mind.” Matt said finalizing his words by getting up and dusting the sand off of his self and leaving. I watched him leave and get into the passenger side of the car.

For a minute or so I just sat there watching the car and thinking. Sighing again I get up and do as Matt did earlier dusting off the sand and making my way to the car.

As I got to the car Matt rolled down his window. “ Don't say a word.” I said opening the back right side and climb in shutting the door behind me. Matt laughed and rolled his window back up as Johnny backed out of the parking lot of the beach and headed back to the house. It was quiet the whole way back. When Johnny turned onto our street I felt my heart stop for a millisecond when I saw the lights were on in our house. Johnny pulled up into the driveway and stopped the car. He and Matt both got out and went inside. I sat there just a little while longer. Fear coming back to me. Finally I opened the door of the car and got out closing it behind me Turn to walk around the car when I see him waiting by the stairs leading to the front door.

I stand there stunned for a little while and then shook whatever the thought was that tried to the surface. I come up to him and look down at my feet feeling guilty for running off and worrying him. I feel his hands on my cheeks raising me up to look at him. I knew he saw the tears form in my eyes and he just pulled me into the strongest hug he ever gave me.

“I'm sorry.” He said to me as he dug his face into my neck. Never in all the time that I've known him, was he the first to say 'I'm sorry'. I was so shocked that I really start to cry happy tears. He rubbed my back and calmly spoke to me. Saying that he never wanted to fight with me again. I smiled into his soft hair kissing right behind his ear, just in the right spot that I knew would make him melt.

“Ummm...” he said as he pulled me closer to his and started kissing my neck as well.

After a while I pulled away wanting to look at him.

“I'm sorry too.”I said bringing my hand up to caress his cheek. “ I love you Brian.”

“I love you, too Jimmy.” Brian said as well his eyes showing all the love he had for me. He took my hand and walked me up the stairs and into the house. I closed the door behind me, making sure I locked it. Brian pulled me past the living room where the guys sat waiting and watching us go by.

“We're going to bed.” Brian said yelling back to the guys. I just smirk at them and follow Brian into our bedroom. Knowing full well that what will happen behind those closed doors will keep everyone else in the house up.

 

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