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I Will Be With You
This story; it was also posted on FicWad. So, don't accuse me of stealing. I do NOT own My Chemical
Romance. The plot is the only thing I own.
This story is very close to me, it kind of represents me as a fictional
character in a way. Reviews please, I need your opinions on this. Good or bad, go for it. Maybe
listening to its Not A Fashion Statement, It's A
Deathwish will help while reading this. As I did have it on repeat
while it was written.
For what you did to me
And what I'll do to you
You get, what everyone else
You get a lifetime
I'm crazy. I know I am. You don't
have to tell me.
I'm a freak. You don't have to tell me that either.
I'm already aware of both
“Gerard?” I asked no one in particular. You see I have an imaginary
friend. He isn't all that imaginary when you think about it. I can't touch him, and he can't touch
me. No physically anyway. We have a connection, kind of like what twins have. Twin telepathy, that's
what they call it. But only I can read Gerard's mind, he's not capable of reading mine. It isn't
really twin telepathy after all. “Gerard, are you listening to me?” I asked aloud
“Yeah. I'm listening.” Gerard said turning to look at me. “I always
listen.” He assured me.
I nodded. I wasn't really paying attention to him, not like he
listened to me. He was always there for me. When I closed my eyes, he'd be there. He'd be
there ready to say what I wanted to hear. If I wanted to be told I was beautiful he'd tell me, if I
wanted to be told I was smart, he'd tell me that to. He was more optimistic then anyone I'd ever
met; yet I'd never actually meet him. He only existed in my mind.
Do you remember back
then when we met
You told me this gets harder
Well it did!
holding on forever
Promise me that when I'm gone, you'll kill my enemies
damage you've inflicted, temporary wounds
I'm coming back from the dead
take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole
Gerard Way was my
imaginary friend. That's how sick I am. I'm 14 years old, and I have a pretend celebrity friend
living in my mind. As weird as it sounds, it helps me. Knowing `my' Gerard would be there whenever I
called was rather nice. But, I couldn't claim the real Gerard. The one I really wanted. The one that
was married, famous and living life the way it should be lived. But here I am, lying down in my
backyard, pretending the one and only Gerard Way was by my side.
“What do you want out
life?” He asked me.
We never got that far
This helps me to think all
through the night
Bright lights that, won't kill me now, or tell me how
and I, your starless eyes remain
What do I want out life? I repeated the question in my
head. It's not like he'd run away if I told him the real answer. But still, I wasn't taking any
chances. I was so fucking terrified I'd scare my imaginary friend away. That's how real I
thought he was.
“I want to be happy.” I lied. Well I partially lied. I wanted
the real Gerard Way for the last time. If I was with him, I'd be happy. I knew that. He
probably knew that too.
“I want to happy too. A never ending emotion…Of
happiness.” He said smiling.
“Yeah.” I mumbled.
Hip hip hooray
for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep?
Lay still like the
From the razor to the rosary
We could lose ourselves
these walls in pitchfork red
I continued starring up at the sky. The stars were now out
shining brightly. I never realised how many there were. I never took the time to appreciate stuff
like this. Like watching the sunset. To be honest, I never thought the setting sun was beautiful,
but the power of it still took over me. It only ever lasted about five seconds, but it was still
“What do you think is out there, Gerard?” I asked, pointing at the sky
with my right hand.
“I don't know.” He said, pausing before looking over at me
again. “What do you want to believe is out there?” He asked, confusing me a lot. How is
it humanly possible for my imaginary friend to confuse me?
“What do you
mean?” I asked.
“Like…Don't you want to believe that there's something or
someone out there? You know, just for /you/?” He questioned me.
His question really
made me wonder. Yes, I did want to believe there was someone out there. But, I always thought
that person was Gerard. Not my imaginary one, the real one. The living and breathing one that
changed the world. But still, the Gerard by my side really had a connection with me. A connection no
one could understand. It even confused some sometimes. But somehow the confusion helped us stay
“Yes, I do.” I told him sitting up and looking into his
I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take
I'm coming back from the
dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you
“Really?” He asked, shocked and sat up in the same position as well.
“Who?” He asked.
“You.” I said honesty. He was the one I wished was
watching over me always.
“/Me/?” He asked, even more surprised. I nodded,
replying to his question. “Why me?” He asked lying back down.
only one who understands me.”
“No. You understand yourself too.” He
I looked down at him, and I knew he was right. I was answering the questions for
Gerard. This whole time I was lost in a world I created, and I was trying to find a way out. I
always thought the only way out was through Gerard. But if you work everything out…Gerard
was me. This whole time I was confused about myself…I was running from myself. But I
was receiving help from Gerard…Who was actually me. It was like a disguise of
This hole you put me in
Wasn't deep enough
And I'm climbing out
You're running out of places to hide from me
I ran out of places to
hide from myself. It took this man to make me realise that. But it was actually him. It was
all so confusing, and I was the only who started this whole mess. It was my fault. I created this
I looked down at Gerard who was still lying down. His eyes were closed but he had a
smiled upon his face. “It's about time you understood.” He said laughing a little bit.
“Understood what?” I asked, giving him a puzzled look.
situation you put yourself in.” He said simply.
“How do you know that I
understand?” I asked.
“I know everything that's on your mind. Every little
fold in your brain is easily understood when you think about it. You aren't as messed up as you
thought.” He said chuckling a bit as he stood up.
“Where are you going?” I
asked as he took a few steps back.
“I'm leaving.” He said, in an obvious kind of
“What?! Why?!” I screamed leaping to my feet and throwing my arms around
“I've helped you.” He told me looking down into my eyes. “But I'll
always remember you.” He said smiling.
When you go
Just know that I will
If living was the hardest part
We'll then one day, be
And in the end we'll fall apart
Just like the leaves change in
And then I will be with you
I will be there one last time
“You can't leave though.” Tears forming in my eyes now. “I
won't let you.”
“It's the end. I'll always be watching you, though. I'll be in
your head, and you'll be in mine. Just remember that.” He told me, softness begging to form in
I knew he was right. I wasn't as troubled as I thought. I guess I was clinging onto
the fact I had so many problems to keep Gerard by my side. I grew up within the time I was with him
and he made me whole. I understood everything he was talking about. But at the same time, I
didn't want to. I wanted to be helpless so he would stay with me.
Just know that I will remember you.
“You'll be fine without me. Just
think of how hard everything was in the beginning, you even told me it would get harder. But it's
all over now.” He said smiling down at me after he let go of my now shaking body.
“I don't want it to be over.” I whimpered.
“I know. But you're
strong. I know you are.” He said kissing me softly on my lips, which surprised me a lot. I
didn't know how any of this was happening is he was…Fake. I mean, for a while I thought he
was actually standing there with me, embracing me in a hug, and then rewarding me with a gentle
I've lost my fear of falling...
I will be with you
I will be
“Goodbye.” He said, hugging me one last time.
always remember you, Gerard.” I said.
“I will be with you.” He told me,
before disappearing into thin air. I couldn't believe that he was gone. Although he was still in my
head…It wasn't the same, not like it used to be. I sighed before walking back inside my
house. My family was in the lounge room watching something on television. I'm sure they saw the
tears in my eyes, but I ignored their comments of sympathy.
I walked into my bedroom where
the stereo was now blasting my favourite song: It's Not a Fashion Statement, It's a Fucking
It was getting up to my favourite part. ”When you go”. I
was now walking up to one of my many My Chemical Romance posters. I ran my hand softly across
Gerard's face, and I softly whispered:
“I will be with you.”
Please give me your honest opinions on this. The story you just read was very emotional for me to write, as tears
wee involved. It also kind of reflects on how this band helped me. So reviews would be nice.
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