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Dead on the
Just a little one shot
to pass the time
Loosely based on the events that happened to
me at a party I went to where I saw my ex
Kinda how I wished it went.
Review's are lovely :]
Disclaimer - Don't own these characters ,
the story is made up inside my head
``Why did I even come'' I whispered to
myself as I stood around the group of friends at the party . Beer in hand . I nodded and laughed
along with the others even if I had barely heard the joke. I was far too preoccupied by every person
that walked through the door.
I didn't want to be here . Don't get me
wrong I wanted to wish Pete a happy birthday but I didn't want to see him . It had been so long since we last saw each other , but we hadn't exactly ended on nice
But still , there I stood talking to the
group of boys , looking as out of place as a red sock in a pile of whites.
I heard the door open and my eyes shot in
that direction. ``Please don't be him'' I muttered under my breath. I saw a large shadow move and a
familiar mop of brown hair bend over to untie his shoes . Oh Great.
``RYAN!!!'' Someone beside me shouted.
If I was unsure about the identity of the
mop of hair before all doubt were brushed out of my mind as he walked into the room and hugged and
jeered with people around me. My eyes immediately moved to the floor and I suddenly couldn't control
my shaking . I wasn't cold , in fact I was actually quite hot . But just being near him made me
nervous. It always had. He had that affect on me.
I heard him move outside to where the rest
of the people were and my state of mind clearly showed on my face. I had to spend the rest of the
night avoiding the one boy that I thought I had forgotten a long time ago.
``Well that wasn't awkward at all!'' Gabe
whispered into my ear.
``You think!'' I spat back.
Seeing him felt different to how it should .
It had been almost a year since I'd seen him . Yet still the moment I knew it was him my stomach
felt empty and I just wanted to be next to him , to speak to him . My mind began racing . Did he
still think of me? Does he even recognise me? Does he still kiss the same? I shook my head as if to
make the thoughts fall out of my ears and hoped to god I could get out of this party.
As the night went on I only caught glimpses
of him . Him dancing with some girls . Laughing with friends . Downing a few bits of beer and god
knows what else Pete put into his glass. We exchanged a ``Hi'' and a few hidden stares but other
than that I tried my best to ignore the fact that I couldn't stop thinking about him and how he made
me feel just by looking at me.
``You dated Ryan!'' A short , blonde haired
boy slurred at me halfway through the party.
``Err , yeah I did'' I replied , slightly
uncomfortable in the conversation.
``Why?'' He replied , wobbling slightly.
``I don't know''
``You could do SO much better. He's like the
lowest you could go!''
``Ha , I guess'' I shrugged off his
conversation and made my way to a slightly less drunk person.
Funny thing was , he wasn't the first to say
this. Ever since the night when he called it quits people have said the exact same things. Even his
``Oh it's his loss''
``He got lucky with you''
``You .. And him ? Really?''
My head registered what they said . My head
said ``yeah , he was just one mistake'' . My head thought I was over him.
My heart told me different.
``Hiiii'' His hot breath ticked my neck .
``Erm , hi'' I replied , he was probably the
last person I wanted to talk to .
``It's been so long!''
``Yeah , I guess it has.''
``How have you been? You look great''
``Yeah , I've been fine . You look good
``I've missed you'' He smiled at me . Not a
drunken smile . A genuine smile.
``Don't Ryan.'' I wanted to walk away so
much , but my feet wouldn't budge.
``What ?'' He looked slightly hurt by me
pushing him away.
``Don't try to tell me you missed me . If I
remember correctly you dumped me . You said you wanted to be friends but never spoke to me. You were
the one who spoke all that bullshit about loving me'' I had kept all these emotions in me for so
long and verbalising them almost made me cry.
``People make mistakes Nicole'' He reached
out as if he was going to hug me but I hurried away from his grasp.
``You're a liar Ryan and you always have
``I never thought I'd miss you ,'' He
finally looked away from me and looked up at the stars as if he was contemplating some great
question , `` But when I walked though that door and saw you my heart felt like it was going to
``Don't feed me more lies Ryan , I cant
handle it right now.'' I turned to walk away from him but he grabbed my hand and pulled me back
towards him .
``Please forgive me . One more chance. Don't
think I haven't noticed you staring at me'' That cheeky grin spread across his face again . That
face I had almost fell in love with.
``I don't think I can'' My head was doing
all the talking. My heart wasn't getting a word in edgeways. All those feelings I had felt when I
saw him walk through the door were waging an epic battle inside me , and at the moment , my head was
``You know how much I liked you Nicole. I
just , I don't know why I was so stupid to end it . Please give me another chance.''
I looked up into his beautiful brown eyes
and tried to decide what to do. Could I trust him? He almost broke my heart once . He broke things
off with me just when things were good . Who's to say he wont do it again. I had no idea what to
I lent into his arms and tried to absorb
some of his warmth . He smelt different , but still comforting . I had almost forgotten how nice it
felt to have his arms wrapped around me and to have my head against his chest.
In that exact moment I knew exactly what to
do. I would deal with all the comments , all my friends saying ``are you crazy'' , all the confusion
some other time . Because right now I could feel nothing but how happy I felt in his arms . I had
spent so long away from him but the attraction was still there . The way my heart skipped a beat
when he touched me . The way that I couldn't seem to get him off my mind . It was all still there .
Right then I realised . I was in love.
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