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I end my days with you
By Spaztastic Pansy

 


I sit there watching the love of my life be with another. It's hard but I'll have to live but day after day I see him smiling with the other guy in his arms, laughing, smiling, kissing, hugging…god I hate that lucky bastard who gets to be in his arms day after day. Why does god do this to me? But it's time for me to make my move as the other guy leaves me love, my Frank alone in his home. Nothing bad is going to happen but in about a half hour. There was something and that will come in due time.

From the window I could see that he didn't know what to do. He looked around and caught eye of an envelope that was addressed to him. He didn't open the letter yet on account on the back it told him to wait to open it till that time on the back. Frank looked up to the clock and took a seat on the couch and opened the letter unfolding it in his lap and started to read it.

Dearest Frank,

The letter started out, he probably thought it was from his boyfriend… funny.

I love you with all my heart, but you fucked me over, you ripped my heart out and ripped it to pieces.

I could see his face look horrified from what he read so far but he keep on reading.

You probably don't know who this is but in due time you will but for now your going to read this letter and read on how you fucked me up so badly to come to this. I saw your smiling face day after day, I saw you as someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, but you never noticed me like that, and you probably never will. Frank my love I know your afraid right now but you don't have to worry will be together soon enough trust me on that. I swear to you it's a promise.

All of the guys you been with and all left you alone heart broken and I've been the one there for you to pick up all of your missing pieces that have dropped. That's how much I love you. I would sit there with you in my arms rocking you back and forth as you told me how bad it was and what he did to you to hurt you so badly, as you cried your eyes out in my shirt trembling violently. I wiped your watery eyes and told you everything was going to be ok and there was someone really close that loves you and would never hurt you like that. And there is I wouldn't lie like that to you, because that person is me Frank.

But as you sit there it brings us closer together were going to be together. It may not be in this world but then next we will be, because I love you and I'm going to end all of our pain together tonight, don't be afraid my love my angel, I'm going to end my days with you. Tonight I'm going to send us to our eternal sleep so we can be together forever.

With love,

I looked up from the note as the barrel of the cold metal of the gun was placed to his temple Frank whimpered when he heard the click of the gun. He still didn't know who it was but he'll know soon enough because I love him. “Please don't kill me” he said to he as tears ran down his cheeks “I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you really!” he tried to plead with me and tell me that he never meant to do it but he did! And now it's to late!

I smiled and opened my pale lips to speak. “I'm sorry… but were going to be together even if it's by death. I love you Frank” I said to him kissing the top of his head and he hung his head down in defeat but spoke anyway.

“if you really love me the way you say you do you wouldn't do this to me” He said to me as I smiled.

“no Frank love you so much that's why I'm doing this to you, it's for the both of us.” And with that I pulled the trigger, and my love was gone but I was soon going to follow him. I set the gun up again as I brought it to my right temple I closed my eyes with tears streaming down my face because I'm finally going to end it all with him so we can finally be together forever and all of eternity. “I love you Frank” I said and took my last breath pulling the trigger.

Gerard

Little did Frank know I called him that morning on his cell phone, my call was desperate and he didn't answer the message went like this. “Frank I'm fucked up on drugs” I said in a raspy voice “I'm taking so many pills to help my depression and drank so much that I'm whacked out and I don't know what's going on with me anymore.” I said crying now “Please by all means stay away from me call for help and don't be alone. I Love you with all my heart even if with you're with another. Maybe that's why I'm taking all the pills and drugs and drinking so much so I could suppress my feelings for you but they don't seem to be working… Frank I need help please when you get this call help me” I left him that message at 7:30 in the morning and his phone was off, I never had his home phone on account he got it turned off so he wouldn't pay so many bills.

Our lives are over and maybe if were lucky we can be together but I'm dead and whacked out oh god knows what. That's the story of how I ended my days with him.

A.N- Hello readers! It's Pansy! Thanks to all those who have been reading my stories and what not =^^= and for all those who review. I know what your thinking what about the new one you just said you were going to do? Yeah about that… I forgot to send it to me in my mail to finish off at school and I really wanted to write something ^^ so I did a short one chapter fic.

Thanks again and don't forget to Review! Reviews make my muse go round!

 

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