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Those Were The Words I Wanted To Hear
By XxX-My-Suicidal-Romance-XxX

 


Hi!! -Waves crazily- you are probably all wondering why I'm here. I said I was going to take a break. But, I couldn't resist. I got a laptop for Christmas, so I decided why not. I am actually on `holidays' right now. I am spending about 3 weeks with my cousins. But, I just had to keep writing. I really can't help it. Anyway. I just thought of this during a weird situation. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own My Chemical Romance. It only exists in my mind, which, thank God is not illegal. This story is fiction. Don't sure me please. I am simply a My Chemical Romance fan.

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I walked into the bedroom to find Gerard sleeping peacefully. Not wanting to wake him up, I closed the door carefully, trying not to wake him up. I took more steps closer to him; I could admire his features more. His long black hair, some of which was swept across his forehead. His pale skin, it made him look even more like a vampire. Which seemed quite intrigued by. His chest was rapidly moving up and down, almost to the same beat as each footstep I took. His lips, oh god his lips, don't get me started. You couldn't say that Gerard was hot or sexy. Those words weren't destined for him. He was beautiful. Absolutely beautiful.

He seemed lost. In his own dream; in a place where nothing could harm him. Although his eyes were still closed. I can't imagine what he thinks about. What goes through his mind in a certain situation? I took more steps towards him, sitting down on the edge of the bed. I couldn't help but smile at him. He truly did know how to make a girl smile, to make me feel loved and safe. If only he knew how I felt. If only his arms could wrap around me when I was scared or upset. He couldn't possibly know how I felt, it's not like he would feel the same way or anything.

It's not that I don't like my boyfriend. I love him. He loves me. Sure our relationship isn't perfect, who's is? I do love Mikey, with all my heart. It's just sometimes I wonder if I would be better off without him, with his brother. I really shouldn't feel this way. I don't even know why I feel this way. If I could change my feelings, I still wouldn't. I still want to love Gerard. Even though he doesn't love me back. I still feel like I have at least some chance to be with him. He does have a girlfriend. A girlfriend he loves. The woman he would die for. I wish I were her. I don't think she understand how lucky she is to have him.

Sometimes I wonder if she really does love Gerard. I wonder if she loves Gerard as much as I love him. I know what you're all probably thinking. I'm a man stealer, or something along the lines of that. I really can't stop my feelings. If you were in my position you would understand what's it like to love two men. Not to mention that those two men are brothers. Very close brothers. I don't want to be the reason why they stop talking.

Enough about my whinging. I know I can't have Gerard. You know I can't have Gerard. Everybody knows that. Gerard is out of bounds. The only way I will ever be with him is in my dreams. My fantasies. Now where was I? Oh yeah. I was only a few steps away from Gerard. I could only start to hear his soft breathing. I had decided to tell Gerard tonight. Tell him how I feel. But, I guess I chose the wrong time. Now he was peacefully sleeping. It wasn't my fault that his apartment door was open. I just let myself in. It wasn't my fault Lyn-Z was away. I never told her to visit her family.

So here I was. Sitting in a rock star's bedroom. It was Gerard Way's bedroom. Every girl's dream right? Correct. I was so close to him. I grabbed his hand. I was really hoping my legs would let me leave this place. But I couldn't. I was just addicted to him. I couldn't get away if I tried. Looking around his room, I noticed pictures of him and Lyn-Z. Both of them smiling away, sometimes I wonder if all those smiles and laughs are fake. I also notice a picture of him and Mikey.

Mikey. I really should be getting back to him. He was probably worrying away. Like a good boyfriend should. I feel a smile form on my face. I did actually have someone who cared. My thoughts were wiped away by Gerard. He woke up. Great. He probably thinks I'm some freak who snuck in here. I was actually. I shouldn't be here. I'm alone with him in his bedroom. That's Lyn-Z's job. The first few seconds he looked scared, then his eyes adjust to the dark and he realises who it was. A soft smile spreads across his face. Was he happy to see me? He couldn't be. He mouth finally opens.

“What a here you doing here? It's so late at night. Shouldn't you be with Mikey?” He says moving closer to be. Our faces were so close. This really shouldn't be happening.

“I…” What the hell was I supposed to say? “I…” Just say something. “I thought you were lonely. You know without Lyn-Z.” I said looking down away from his eyes. God, that was such a stupid excuse.

He smiles again. “Well, I was lonely. But, you're not here for the same reason I want you to.” He says placing his hand under my chin, softly pushing it up so I was looking at him.

“Well, w-why do you want m-me here?” I asked. I actually stuttered through out the whole damn sentence. I'm such a loser.

“I'll show you.” He whispered. His breathe moving down my neck with each word he spoke. I was melting, his touch was so addictive. He was so addictive. My thoughts were cut off yet again by his lips softly pressing against mine. I didn't know what to do. After a few seconds of finally realising the situation I was in, I kissed back. I let my passion take over me. Gerard's hands fell to my waist as he slowly pulled me closer. My hands didn't know where to start. His body? His hair? Well, I could never resist his hair. Even when it was messy, it was always so perfect. I finally decided to run my fingers through his hair. I'm not sure how long we kissed. How long we sat there letting passion and excitement take over our body. But then we did finally stop. I guess he realised what he did. He betrayed his lover and his brother.

I was about to leave. I got up, trying to shake off what just happened. Before I could leave, I felt him grab my wrist forcing me to turn around.

“I love you.” Those were the words I wanted to hear. A smile spread across my face. A smile I thought that would never ever end.

“I love you too.” I said hugging him.

Fluff. And there's much of it. I thought of this while I was drinking hot chocolate. Don't ask me why. It just kind of happened. Anyway, please review. I hope you all had a great Christmas. Have happy 2008.

 

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