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Would A Kiss Make It Better?
By D_Monster

 

-Spencer-

All i wanted to do was run. I wanted to get away as far as i could. They didn't need me, they never
did.

"Spencer wait!" I heard Jon shout, but I just kept walking towards my car. "Please don't go!"
I turned to see him running towards me.

"What! Why shouldn't I. You don't care." I sneered grabbing my car keys from my coat pocket.

"Please, I do care Spencer!" He grabbed my coat sleeve trying to stop me. "Please I'll sneak you
back in! Just don't go!"

"Jon, I can't stay. Seriously I have to go!" Suddenly I saw something I had never seen before. A
tear fell down Jon's cheek and my heart sank.

"Why?" he whimpered.

"BECAUSE I NEED TO!" I shouted and turned around.

"OH what are you going to do!" Jon yelled. "Leave, go find some crack house and stay there for a few
days while i stay here and worry about you!? I promised I would help you!"

I turned back around remembering the night I asked him to help me. Suddenly a rush of emotions came
onto me and I sank down to the ground and began sobbing like some little girl. He came to my side
and wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm sorry Spence, just calm down. I'm here." He whispered. I looked at him as he was trying to be
strong and hold back his tears. "Just come with me, I'll hide you in my room until everything cools
off. Brendon will come around I know!" He assured me and stood up. He grabbed my hand and helped me
up. Nothing was said as we neared his bedroom window. He lifted it up to where it was wide enough
for us to get in.

I stumbled almost hitting the ground, but i made it. Jon hopped in effortlessly and shut it behind
him.

"Jon are you sure you want to do this?" I questioned. He walked towards his lamp, turning it on to
illuminate the small but cozy room.

"Yes I'm sure! Now go hide in the bathroom. I'm gonna go get some clothes from your room real quick
and i don't want anyone to see you in here." He headed towards the door and smiled at me. I nodded
and made my way into his bathroom. I perched against the sink feeling a little dizzy.

I really didn't know what i was going to get myself into. Did i really need this help. I could
easily get out of here and run away. Or maybe i could stay and get better. I knew Jon would truly
help me.

Jon.

Damn I completely forgot about the fact that i loved him.

"Spence, here." I was snapped out of my thoughts to find him holding an old shirt and some pyajama
bottoms in front of me. I smiled and graciously took the clothes. He shut the door behind him
leaving me alone to change.

I quickly changed and opened the door to find Jon sitting on the full sized bed of his. He looked
over and smiled at me. I couldn't help but smile back.

"Sorry, but i hope you don't mind sharing the bed tonight." He sighed. "I wouldn't want you to sleep
on the floor."

"Aww, Jon, please I don't mind, but I'll-" Jon cut me off as he stood up.

"No seriously i don't care, trust me its much more comfy." He laughed.

I smiled nervously and, with my arms close to my sides , I walked towards the bed and sat down. Jon
walked into the restroom to change and I sat nervously waiting. I was so nervous that my hands began
to shake involuntarily.

Jon emerged from the restroom in a black t shirt and boxers, i tried my best not to stare.

"Jon." I stood up feeling scared. "Can i tell you something?" I had my arms crossed at my chest and
my head tilted down.

"Yes Spencer anything." He replied standing in front of me.

"T-thanks. I'm sorry that you have to do this but i really appreciate it." I managed to get out. But
there was now way i could stop myself from saying the next few words after! "You're amazing
and...and..." The the words came running out of my mouth like vomit. "...i love you."

Jon stood in awe. I was scared that he would reject me but to my shock he did the opposite. He
wrapped his arms around me tightly.

"Oh Spencer please don't be sorry. I will always help you no matter what!." He said. He then looked
at me, those beautiful brown eyes looking into mine, and softly said, " I love you too."

Our lips met for a soft kiss that sent gosebumps all over my body. My eyes fluttered open and he let
go of me.

"Well, I guess we should get some rest." Jon smiled. I agreed. We both got into bed and snuggled
close under the covers and drifted off to sleep.

Never in my life have i felt so safe...nor loved like this.


[A/N: OMG, terribly sorry about the long wait and crappy/short chapter. The holidays were hectic and
all of the shopping distracted me from this. But not that its all over i can get back to writing.
I've got some great ideas for chapters and i've been keepin track of them. So yep, keep reviewing.
Good or bad it helps =) ]

 

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