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Why So Predictable?
By BrokenxSmilesxMourn27

 

It's raining. Hard. It's cold. I'm crying. Why? Why am I crying? This is so typical. So predictable. This always happens. I'm standing outside. I'm in the middle of the park. I stare at the swings. The water runs down the chains; it all catches in a big muddy pile. I was waiting; for what, I don't know. You never do call when you do this. You obviously didn't show up. I'm losing you. Why are you not here?

Something isn't right. I can feel it again, feel it again. This isn't the first time that you left me waiting. Sad excuses, and false hopes high. I saw this coming still I don't know why I let you in.
I knew it all along. You're so predictable; I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong.) So you don't have to call, or say anything at all. So predictable (so predicable.)

You promised you'd be here. It was a big deal. It was my parents. You lied. You never came. Why do I ever bother? You never come. You're wasting me time! Why do you do this? I'm done with the pain- done with you! I can't take this- I love you. You said you loved me- how could you have loved me? You've left me! I'm moving on. You're so predictable. Why do I wait? Why do I call? Why am I shaking? Why do I hurt? Why do I bother?

So take your empty words, you broken promises. And all the time you stole cause I am dome with this. I could give it away, give it away- I'm doing everything I should've! And now I'm making a change, I'm living today. I'm giving back what you gave me.
I knew it all along. You're so predictable; I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong.) So you don't have to call, or say anything at all. So predictable (so predictable.)

I haven't seen you in months now. We're over with. It was unspoken. Are you dead? Did you run away? I don't know! It's eating me inside- I love you. You knew it; I know you did. Do you still know it? Does it matter? You're gone- you won't come back. You didn't love me, did you? So, I've moved on, too. Or at least I'm trying. I meet people I want to know- I want to love them, too. They're amazing- but something's wrong. They know it, I know it. I can't hide it. I love you! They don't know why- you left me! I should've left it at that. But they question me- they have to know the details. They have to hear my story. Why am I in pain; why did you break me? Why am I shattered? Why do I not love anyone- why can't I open up to them? What am I afraid of? Will they leave me, too? I so confused- so lost! Why aren't you coming back? I'm looking for you. Even now, while wandering down the road. Where could you be? I'm waiting for your call. Why? You won't call. You're too predictable. You have to come back. I miss you. I love you. But you're not coming back. Why would you?

Everywhere I go, everyone I meet, every time I try to fall in love, they all want to know why I'm so broken! Why am I cold? Why I'm so hard inside! Why am I scared? What am I afraid of? I don't even know! This story's never had an end- I've been waiting, I've been searching, I've been hoping, I've been dreaming you would come back! But I know the ending of this story- you're never coming back! Never! (Never, never, never..)
I knew it all along. You're so predictable; I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong.) So you don't have to call, or say anything at all. So predictable (so predictable.)

So why am I waiting? Why am I standing? Why am I crying? When will it stop? Will it ever stop? Stop asking these questions! I don't know- I don't know! Stop screaming, stop calling! "Billy, Billy!"- That's all I hear! Will you stop?! It hurts.. it hurts! Why do they care? Why do they worry? What's wrong with me? I know what it is! It's going to end! It's gone- it's gone! I'm ending this now!

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life! Everyone I love, (so predictable) everyone I care about (so predictable)- they all wanna know what's wrong with me. I know what it is! I'm ending this right now!

 

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