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My Unforgiving Romance ((Dear Frank))
By restinpieceslover

 

A/N: This one-shot is a collaboration I did with PumpkinPie, who is an amazing writer! ((Look for her in my Favorite Authors))

So, I guess this is dedicated to her, for agreeing to do this with me and just being awesome at what she does.

And once again, Congrats to Gerard and Lyn-Z! 

On with the one-shot!

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DISCLAIMER: This story is not approved, endorsed, or connected in any way to the members or management of My Chemical Romance.

This story is completely fictional and does not represent the views, policies, or practices of My Chemical Romance.

Don't own (only wish I did), didn't happen, don't sue.

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My Dear, Sweet Frank,

      I'm sure that by now you're wondering where I am; me, along with all my things. To tell you the truth, I don't know where I will be by the time you read this letter. All I know is that as much as it pains me so, I'm not with you.

        Frank, no matter what I say in this letter and no matter what happens, I want you to know that I have and will always care about you.

I have stayed with you because it hurt too much to leave, but now I know it is for the best. I'm leaving you because I love you and I can't watch your pain anymore. I see that longing look in your eyes, I feel your on-going pain, so let me help you; let me go.

It's not to say that you don't love me. I know you do, but I also know that it kills you more inside each day that you are with me. The Frank I fell in love with is so alive, so vibrant; and I would give anything to see that Frank again. I would give anything to see you happy again. Which is why now I am giving my heart, so that you can finally realize where yours belongs.

Go to the one you truly love, I know it isn't me, it was never me. Love is not something that you can just sacrifice for convenience. Love needs to be cherished, it's a gift; not a curse. Enjoy what you have, embrace it and I know that you will be the happy guy we all know and love once again.

I know at this point you might be a bit confused, Frank, but in time you will know. You see, sometimes, people have to make sacrifices in order to be happy. This is one of those times. We both have to sacrifice being together. Because I know that once we are apart and you can finally see whose arms you belong in, you will be happy, like you used to be. And that alone is what will make me happy, Frankie, because you deserve so much more than me. 

Yes, that's it! Frank, there is only one person out there that is truly worthy of you, and that is not me. You deserve to wake up to see their face every morning, not mine. You deserve to fall asleep next to them every night, not me. You deserve to share your tears, your laughter, your fears, your dreams, everything about you that is good, with them, Frank. Not me. I know that, you know that, hell, even they know that! And we're all slowly dying inside because no one is taking the initiative to risk hurting themselves and perhaps another so that we can all be happy again. I only wish you could see that, because you've been blind to it this entire time, which is why I'm opening your eyes, by taking the initiative to get hurt, and watch other people hurt, for your sake, for my sake, for that person's sake, and most of all, for the sake of love. Yes, I know it sounds like something out of a bad chick flick, but it's true.

I know reading this must be hard, I bet you thought I couldn't read all of those little signs, but I did see them Frank, I did. I want nothing more than for you to be happy and I know that being with the one you love will do just that. It hasn't been easy for any of us seeing you like this, all we want is you to be happy, so if you don't do it for yourself, do it for us. I love the way you laugh and smile, but I hate how I don't get to see that anymore, you just mope around, pining after the one you really should be with, go to them, don't let me hold you back. I hope you lead a happy life Frank, it's what you need, I want us to be friends, maybe we won't be as close as before but anything with you would make me happy. Please Frank, make the right choice.

Frank, as you know, I'm gone now. But I will be back. You are, after all, my best friend, the one I gave my heart to, and the one I gave my heart up for. And when I come back you will see how this was the right choice. I love you Frank, so much, but he deserves you, and you deserve him so much more.

I love you, Frank.

I hope you and Gerard come to terms with this and live a happy like together.

Love,

Jamia

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A/N: Thanks for reading!

 

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