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The Last Night (one-shot)
By iHeartSebby27

 



You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie
        
I sniffled as I knocked on his door. I bit my bottom lip and sighed walking away slowly and sitting
on his front porch step. I pulled my sleeves down making no reason for him to question the markings.
I heard the front door open and then close hearing footsteps behind me and he sat beside me.
        
This was always a daily thing. I would come to him upset and just sit on the step to his house. He
never minded. He was my best friend. Once he sat I rest my head on his shoulder and sighed. I held
back my tears. I would never let him see me cry.
``What happened?'' He questioned already knowing the answer.
``Nothing, I just needed out.'' I sighed.
        
I would never really tell him what was wrong. He was my best friend but it was hard to open up to
him. I guess you could say I love to bottle up my emotions, no matter how bad things got.
``Jen, you know, I know that's a lie.'' He sighed not pushing that.
``Yeah, I know.'' I nodded slightly keeping my head on his shoulder.

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be

        
I'll admit I was very worried about her. She was my best friend, and secretly my love interest for
years. She would always come to me to just know that she had someone there. She wouldn't tell me
ever what was going on or what was making her hurt so bad, but just come to make sure I was always
there. Which I promise her on a regular basis that I always would be, but she has such a hard time
in having faith in people.
        
I sat with my friends as we recorded our newest record, but all that was
on my mind was her. I care about her more then anything and lately she's been coming to me more;
more then she normally has. All that ran through my mind were the many thoughts of what could
possibly be going on that's hurting her so bad.
``Hey, David.'' My best friend snapped his fingers in front of my face.
``What?'' I said shaking my head slightly to get my thoughts together.
``Go track bass.'' He said looking at me a little unsure.
        
I nodded walking in the recording room. My thoughts were still on her.
All I wanted to do was hold her in my arms and make everything okay.

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie

It was 1am and I was about to lay in bed when there was a knock on my
door. I sighed and walked downstairs. I saw her sitting on my porch step, but this time with her
head in her hands and she was shaking slightly. Something big must have happened this time.
        
I sat down beside her and I heard her weep slightly. I bit my lip ring
not really sure what to do. She never showed her tears in front of me. She would never cry in front
of anyone. I rubbed her back slightly and pulled her into me.
``Jen tell me what happened.'' I sighed knowing she wouldn't tell me.
        
She looked up at me with tears in her eyes and then looked down slightly then back up. I raised an
eyebrow and wiped away a stray tear that had fallen.
``I'm never going to amount to anything they want me to be. Everything is always my fault and it
just hurts. I never do anything right for them. Everyone keeps telling me I'll be okay, but I won't.
Not with them as my parents.'' She let out shaking her head biting her bottom lip.
``It's okay Jen. I'm here for you.'' I held her close.
This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be
The last night away from me

        
We sat there for just about the whole night. I just held onto her smoothing her hair back and every
once in a while telling her everything was going to be okay.
        
It got to be about 4am and I looked down at her. She looked up at me and smiled slightly and then
looking back down.
``I'm sorry David. I didn't mean to put all this on you for the past few months.'' She sighed.
``Jen,'' I lifted her chin to look at me. ``It's okay to open up to people. I care about you a lot
and when you come to me upset like you have been the past couple of months, its been worrying me
like crazy.'' I smoothed her hair back.
``I know David.'' She nodded slightly. ``I'm sorry.'' She apologized.
``Its okay.'' I hugged her tight letting her know it was going to be okay.
The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand
I will help you hold on
Tonight
Tonight

        
It's been about a month and things still weren't looking too good. After
that night she still came to me, but not as often as she used to. I was worried before, but now I
was beyond worried. She would show up at least once a week and this was the beginning of week two
and I had yet to see her in 10 days. I tried calling and got no answer.    

        
We were recording our last song at the studio and I had planned that after our recording I would go
and check up on her. I couldn't stand the thought of her not around and I had to be sure that she
was okay.
        
We got done recording around 11pm and I practically ran to my car and drove to her house. Her
parents weren't home so that was a good sign. I knocked on the door, but there was no answer. I
sighed opening the door slowly.
        
I walked to Jen's room and seeing a shadow sitting on the bathroom floor. My stomach churned as I
got a horrible feeling about things. I walked in seeing her sitting on the bathroom floor with a
razor in one hand and blood coming out of her other wrist. My heart jumped into my throat. She was
pale and I knew I was loosing her.
``Jen, what did you do?!'' I questioned wrapping a towel around her wrist and calling 911.
``I don't want to do this anymore Davey.'' She said with tears falling out of her eyes.
``I know sweetie, were gonna get them to help you okay?'' I said carrying her downstairs so they
could quickly work on her when the EMT's got here.
This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be

        
I watched her closely as she lie in her hospital bed. I sighed holding onto her hand making sure she
knew that I was there. She had been unconscious the past day and I never left her side. I had my
head resting on her bed staring at a blank wall.
        
Her hand gripped mine a little tighter and I looked up at her quickly. She had her eyes open and
looked slightly confused.
``Hey, how you feeling?'' I asked sitting up, smiling at her.
``Okay…'' She sighed.
``Jen,'' I said looking down then looking back up at her.
``Hm?'' She raised an eyebrow.
``Please don't ever do this again. You had me so worried. I can't loose you. You mean to more to me
then you will ever know.'' I poured out.
``I know Davey. I'm sorry.'' She nodded.
``Jen, I'm never going to let you say goodbye unless your old and gray and I'm the man by your
side.'' I said kissing her.
        
She hesitated at first then kissed me back. I smiled.
``Come stay with me. Get out of your parents house and stay with me. I promise on everything I'll
make you the happiest girl in the world.'' I rested my forehead on hers.
``Okay.'' She nodded smiling widely.
That was the last night I was ever going to spend alone without her by my side and she was going to
spend alone without me.
I won't let you say goodbye
And I'll be your reason why
The last night away from me
Away from me


 

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