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Good Fucking Bye
By Hyperdoodle

 


~Good Fucking Bye~

<i>So you broke down, trying to leave town
I broke down crying on your return
You left me feeling hopeful
I'll never see your face again</i>

Standing in the middle of nowhere, looking up and tall, big buildings are my surroundings. I never thought it would happen. We seemed perfect. I guess this is exactly what didn't want to picture.

On a normal sunny day, just look around and people everywhere of all ages, would be holding onto each other, laughing, having fun.

On a gloomy day, look around, everyone's heads are staring down at the cement underneath them. No one making any contact.

I walk to the nearest bench, watching tiny droplets of water from the sky falling. I don't care anymore.

You left, without any warning. You're gone, halfway around the fucking world. You left me to think that you would be right back. But I found out, and there's no way in hell I will ever see you again.

I will not say things like 'your ass will come crawling back to me,' or things like 'don't be sorry when you find out that I'm your true one.' I know it's not fair to say that. Now millions of miles away, you are happy with the one you ran off with. I will try not to be selfish and say this to you. I hope for the best of you guys.

But let me tell you one thing, you left me sobbing, wondering what I did wrong. My eyeliner rushing down my cheeks, down my t-shirt. The black stains made me feel dark and lonely.

<i> You made for a bad lover's liver
You stole all the covers and busted my head
You made me such an asshole
I wish we'd never met
I'm tired of being bored</i>

I will never forgive you for what you have done. I will not hate you, but I will not like you.

We met, and you turned me around to look at the world in an entirely different way. You made me happy.

Now that you are gone, I turn back around, to the way I faced before we met. I see the world as dark as possible. I am not going to be happy just because someone asks me to.

Every time we were together, you made me feel special. You made me fee like a whole. You made every bad thing evolving around us seem as though it weren't there.

Well, you're not here anymore. It feels as though half of me fell right off. I lost it to you. I fucking lost it to you. That is one thing that I'll never get back.

I made a pact with myself. To never meet anybody else. You were the greatest thing that ever to me. No one could ever replace you. I will have to live with feeling empty all the time. At least that way, I'll know that you are happy.

<i>I'm through with the headaches
Hiding my hands that tremble like earthquakes
Under the table, under the daytime sky
Good Fucking Bye</i>

I cried day and night. Hoping for your return, yet it didn't happen.

Through all my nightmares, you were with me. To comfort me, to make me feel like you were my world.

I can still feel your presence beside me. But through all this, you aren't here to comfort me, to make me feel like there is nothing left to worry.

I can only dream now. Dreaming of all the things that I hoped to be fulfilled. All of them, with you. I hoped to have everything I go through with you.

You're eyes were the things that made me fall for you. I fell for you hard. You told me the same thing. But you broke my heart. It will never be mended back together.

<i>And when you lose hope
It's hard to cope
Watching the tyranny with sober eyes
The daybreak and sunset
All hours in between are spent murdering time</i>

What am I supposed to do now? I can no longer wait for your return. Because I know that you aren't to come back.

There are 24 fucking hours for me to waste. I can never sleep without you by my side. I toss and turn, but the only way for you to be here with me is your smell. The scent you left on the pillows. I can only inhale it for a limited amount of time. 'Cause it will soon be gone. Just like how you're gone.

Eating a lot wont help me feel any better. Crying my fucking eyes out won't solve anything. I can stare at your pictures all day long. But I won't be able to feel you. I won't be able to be in your warm embrace.

You may tell me that you don't want me to cry over someone like you. I don't want to either. But I can't help it. You were always there for me.

<i>You made for a bad lover's liver
You stole all the covers and fucked up my head
You made me such an asshole
I wish we'd never met
I'm tired of being bored
I'm through with the headaches</i>

I got up from this bench that I have been sat on for hours thinking about you. I think its time for me to start a new life. Without you. But with no one else either.

Remember my pact, I will never be with anyone again. You were my only one.

I cross the streets, without thinking at all. I hear a loud beep, but think nothing off it. Suddenly I'm being thrown to the ground, red color splashing everywhere. My breaths are slowed down.

You can hear the heavy beating of hearts all over town, their breaths held for what was to come next. But with my one, last gasping breath, all I can say to you is, Good Fucking Bye.

<i>Hideing my hands that tremble like earthquakes
Under the table, under the daytime sky
Good Fucking Bye
Good Fucking Bye
Good Fucking Bye</i>

 

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