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Declaration
By Brinka-xo

 


Declaration

I've been wondering to myself how I could tell you how much you mean to me. I've seen you twice in my life and I'm madly in love with you. You're always in my mind. In class, you're all I think about. When I write quotes, you're the one I write about. When a song on the radio goes on and it's a love song its you I think about. You're the first person I look at when I get on msn to see if you're online. Heck, you have your own group for yourself! When I go on myspace I always check if you're online to talk to you or just like that. Bulletins are almost always about you. I try to show you how much I love you, but it seems like its never enough. I save our conversations for me to be able to go look at them again and see all you've written to me. To remember when you were sure about your love towards me. When you knew you loved me. When you told me you want to fight for me even though I liked this other guy. Truth is I never did like him. OR I though I did. I just didn't think you loved me really so I tried to make you jealous. You kinda were, but then I realized I did love you, and only you. I regret every bad thing I ever told you. Every time I got mad or pissed at you. I regret not telling you how I felt the first time, or the second. You pretty much know what I feel about you but how much do you? I know you're not sure about what you feel but I am. I am more than I ever was. Now I'm the one who is ready to fight for you and even wait for you even if that means waiting forever. You're all I think about. I write your name everywhere. And I mean everywhere. My hand, a paper, my mirror, my pjs, my homework, my exams, my books, the desks, the walls… I've never loved someone the way I love you. I don't care what people may think or what you think of how crazy in love I am with you cuz I know I do. And that's all it takes right? You've never meant so much to me then right now. You're my first though about when I wake up and the last when I go to bed. Your what I dream about. You're all my 11:11 wishes. You're the only arms I want around me, the only lips pressed onto mine, the only hands entwined with mine. You're the only person I want to hear I love you from. My nickname on msn is all about you. My I love you's go only to you. When you told me you weren't sure anymore about your feelings my heart was crushed, literally crushed. I'm trying to get those feelings back to your heart and mind but it's so hard to do so. I'm so willing to wait for you and get to you. I'd do 2 hours of transport every weekend just to see you. I'd skip school to see you. I'd call you and say wrong number just to get a glimpse of your voice. I love you so bad it's unbelievable. I know I talk a lot, I know I can get a real bitch sometimes, I know I get annoying but I know that I love you. I'm probably goanna push you away by writing all of this but I hope not. I hope we can talk and figure things out together. My mama told me she really liked you, and shed let you sleep over since you're far away. Witch made me smile, cuz you're the only guy she said she liked when I told her I was in love. I really hope you read this, but at the same time I'm scared. I wonder if it's fate when I added you on myspace. I know it was love at first sight for me, but was it for you? I should have got to you when you were sure about your feelings. Part of the situation right now is caused because of me, but guess what? I'd do anything to repair it. To put the pieces back together, to work each day just for your feelings to grow stronger. I can't make you love me, but I can try all my best for you to want to love me back. I fkn love you so bad and I hope you'll come to realization that I won't let you go even if this is hanging by a thread.
I love you
Emma <3

 

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