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Actor/Actress Fan Fiction >> Lord of the Rings - Actors & Actresses
By Brianne M.W. The waves of the beach are crashing onto the sand and I can practically feel the spray from the salty water. He is walking towards me with a genuine smile on his face, his left hand holding the leashes to his dogs. I smile back at him, amused by the sparkle in his eye that is visible even this far away. The black of his swim trunks was darker then just original black but it made my heart flutter, dip, race and speed. I wonder if he will always have this affect on my life. If he will always make the world around him so dull. Only yesterday I watched his taped performance of Oprah on TV while he was off shopping with my sister and I will admit that my heart has never ached so. Everything he claims to me when it's only us, when he presses graceful kisses along my neck, seems only empty words. For on Oprah I watch him confess some undying love for that woman. Think of my situation, put yourself in my shoes and you can imagine how my heart just cries for some type of answer. What does he really feel? Who does he really love? ``Hey,'' Orlando wraps his arm around me and whispers into my ear. My body tingles, he always knows how to affect me just so. ``Hi,'' I smile at him and press a nearly not there, whispering kiss along his neck. ``Where's Kate?'' He frowns at me and furrows his eyebrows. ``She's shopping. I thought you and I could hang out today.'' ``In public?'' I raise an eyebrow and take another step back from her. His frown deepens and I feel bad for being so negative. I should be flattered that he wants to spend time with me; that he would send her off so that we could be together, but I can't help the glance over my shoulder for the paparazzi. ``I thought you'd like to spend time with me…'' ``Orlando…'' I swallow and look down at my feet. ``I love you. And this is how I feel… but you have too much on the line to simply be with me in the public eye. Anyone could see us and then it would all explode.'' ``Damn it Chase,'' Orlando cursed and half turned from me, tugging his hands in his hair. I am surprised by his out burst and the way he just lets his dogs go. Luckily they are obedient enough to stay beside their master. And I feel my heart clench at the tears brimming on his eyes. I step forward and touch his arm, ``I'm just thinking about you… I didn't mean to make you mad.'' ``Oh no love, I'm not mad,'' he shook his head. ``I just… hate this. I mean… I wish I could just not give a bloody fuck about the public.'' ``I know,'' I nod and turn, starting to walk away. I grin at him over my shoulder and he grins back before following me. The car ride is silent as I flip through stations of music and the dogs walk over his back seat repeatedly. When we get to his room he puts the dogs in back and I wait near the bedroom for him. My mind runs through the things it always done before I know we will be making love. What we do, how we feel for each other is so strong that he doesn't feel anything for my sister and is that cheating? Are we being so awful, to this point? But as I see his eyes the first thing I do see when he rounds the corner I can't help the spark of love that soars through me. If this is wrong, then I ask to be forgiven. For I am not sure how anyone could not do the same in my situation. The End.
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