I don't know where I am right now so it would make sense if I didn't know what to say at the moment; so I'll tell you how I feel. I'm bored of who and what I am and my life seems to be spiralling downwards at an unstoppable rate. Everything seems meaningless at the moment like I'm just sat her waiting to grow old and eventually die. Thats not a very motivating thought. [[I need something to happen, anything to happen to make my life just that tiny bit more livable. I want something to give me an adrenaline rush and make my stomach ache with butterflies. I doubt very much that anything like that will happen in the near future, but I can dream.
As you can tell, I haven't been very motivated recently, but I am trying to write.